Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
"I cannot bear it," he exclaimed. "Heaven help me for a wretched weak
man. Why has this complication come to tempt me? Claire, I would have
died--without a murmur, without a word, but this dangling before me the
means of escape is too much. Yesterday, I did not fear death. To-day,
I am a coward. I see before me the hideous beam, the noosed rope, the
executioner, and the hooting crowd, hungry to see me strangled to death,
and I fear it, I tell you, for the hope of life has begun to burn
strongly again now that Fred has spoken as he has."
"Father!"
"Yes; you shrink from me, but you do not know. Claire, I speak to you
as I could speak to none else, for you have known so much from the
beginning. You know how I have suffered."
"Yes, yes," she said mournfully.
"You know how I have shrunk and writhed in spirit to see you loathe me
as you have, and look upon me as something unutterably base and vile.
Have I not suffered a very martyrdom?"
"Yes, father, yes," sighed Claire.
"And heaven knows I would not have spoken. I would have gone boldly to
the scaffold, and died, a sacrifice for another's crime. But now that
he has confessed--now that he denounces himself, and I see life before
me once again, the desire to live comes so strongly to this poor weak
creature that my lips seem to be unsealed, and I must--I must have your
love, Claire, as of old."
"Father!" cried Claire with a horrified look, as if she doubted his
reason.
"Yes, you are startled; you wonder at me, but, Claire, my child, had I
gone to the gallows it would have been as a martyr, as a father dying
for his son's crime. Claire, my child, I am an innocent man."
"Father!"
"Yes," he cried, "innocent. You never had cause to shrink from me; and
while a thousand times you wrung my heart, I said to myself, `You must
bear it. You cannot retain her love and win your safety by accusing
your son.'"
"Father, you rave," cried Claire. "This hope of escape has made you
grasp at poor Fred's weak self-accusation. You would save yourself at
the expense of the life of your own child."
"Did I accuse him of the murder, Claire?"
"No, not till now; and oh, father, it is monstrous."
"Did he not accuse himself, stung by conscience after seeing me here?"
"It is not true. He could not have done such a thing."
"Indeed!" said Denville bitterly; "and yet I saw him leave the bedside,
and stand with the jewel-casket in his hand. I say so to you, for I
cannot bear it, child. Let them kill me if they will. Let them save my
son; but let me, my child, let me go to my grave with the knowledge that
you believe me true and innocent, and that I bore all that my son might
live."
"Then you will not denounce him?"
"I? To save myself! No, though I would live. You do not believe me
innocent, my child. You think me a murderer."
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