The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty ModeyneMacfall, Haldane
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The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty Modeyne
Macfall, Haldane
Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction
She lay, her eyes closed, her hand in the big protecting hand of the
great-hearted man who sat beside her; lay so quietly there that he
thought she slept.
After awhile she turned to him and spoke:
“I have lain here, panic-stricken, doomed, wholly terrified, alone--in
my ears the sound of the worm’s nibble eating through the dull wood of
the narrow confining coffin--I have smelt corruption--I have died many
times--discarded--a rejected thing--flung into an unwept grave----”
“Hush, Molly----”
She smiled:
“Tush,” said she, “it is finished. I do not even fear to recall it.
It’s but a ghost’s walk seen by daylight--a ridicule that in the night
was a tragedy. Now there comes to me the fragrance of flowers. I am
in the arms of the sweet brown earth. I rise through sap and root and
stem and blossom of the dear plants to become life again, and a part of
the sweet exhalation of eternity. My heart’s blood leaps within me--I
am glad.... Your voice fills my ears, dear heart--if God’s be only as
exquisite!... Yours and Betty’s and this tender Babette’s--the voices
of them that I love are the refrain of an eternal hymn to me.”
“Molly”--he knelt beside her--“I am glad then that I have come.”
She ran her slender fingers over his hands with loving touch:
“I have been polluted,” she said. “They whispered, with evil satyr
eyes upon me, of what they called Love--and I had so little a while to
live--and I went. They stripped me naked, body and soul, and took me
furtively down the mean ways of adultery.... Oh, it was such shabby,
shabby sin!”
“Hush, Molly!”
“But Betty came--and the sunlight with her--and sweetness and delight.
And this other wounded woman brought me the light--brought her to
me--led me into pleasant ways again.... And thou, dear heart, at the
end of the journeying--that I might know love before I died.”
She sat up suddenly:
“But I am wasted, shrivelled, withered like the old,” she said--“look
at me and see it.”
She watched him hungrily, with anxious eyes.
He put his arms about her and held her to him.
She flung her arms about his great head, and held his face close to her:
“It is worth dying--to have loved a _man_,” she said.
She lay back quietly for a long while, gazing at the big fellow, who
put her back so gently amongst the propping pillows, where he sat
beside her. Her eyes were rid of frown and fret, suspicion and distrust
gone wholly from her. She held his hand in pathetic transparent
fingers; and a smile played about the corners of her mouth:
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