The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty ModeyneMacfall, Haldane
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The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty Modeyne
Macfall, Haldane
Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction
With unuttered timorous questionings, with delicious fears, out of the
void she heard the first whisper of the annunciation of her motherhood.
As the sea-voice carols ghostly refrains of mystic adventures within
the music-haunted chambers of a sea-shell, so, to the hollows of her
subtle ears, came exquisite murmurings that to her ecstatic fancy held
the quick rhythmic breathings that are the sleep of a little child;
and, of a sudden, her white body glowed and her dear breasts swelled
at the dream-touch of infant-fingers--leaped to the greedy caress of
infant lips. Her comely limbs shivered, fearful with a thousand fears;
her whole being flushed hot--she was dumb with bewildering muteness
before the majesty of the mystery of a new life.
Her eyes filled with tears.
Across the murk of the stress of life that is the dust-storm up-blown
from the sordid details of living--across the dreary fog that is
compact of the accumulations of vain strivings and failings and
galling insolences--across the black clouds of the humiliations and
the indignities that are flung along the path of womanhood under cover
of the fulsome hypocrisies, there leaped, with rainbow brilliancy, the
bright sign that gladness is the law, the night but the shadow of the
light, that there is laughter in the firmament and gaiety and delight,
and on the earth a splendid wayfaring.
She smiled through her tears.
She arose from her bed, and stood amazed. She saw visions.
The bare garret of her motherlessness swung away from beneath her
exquisite feet, vanished in frantic vertigo from her ken. She put out
dazed hands. And lo! as her wounded feet, climbing upwards always,
topped the hill of her pilgrimage--the clouds lifted--she stepped into
the garden of her kingdom. She heard a call, and she answered the
call--stood at last at the threshold of the innermost sanctuary of the
most holy place in the magnificent palace along life’s journey--the
room where the children play. There, where were little arms held out to
her, little hands that clung to her skirts, she sank to her knees--her
ears deliriously a-riot with the patter of small feet, the prattle of
child’s gossip, the laughter of the little gladsome ones. Her eyes were
large with the vision of the coming years--bruises and small troubles
and still smaller wounds she saw brought to her knees with childlike
confidence in the certainty of balm.
She sobbed, and sank upon the bed.
Ay, thou winsome one; yet even here may be wrought scars also in thy
heart. Ah, thou most happy thou, to have a heart that may be thus
scarred!
When womanhood, idled with such fearful ecstasies, quickened with the
mystery of a new life, alarmed with chill dreads, yet pulsing to the
rhythm of an added glory, realizes her lover as greater than lover--it
is at this time of all times that he should be at her side. But Noll
was taken up with trivial things; so trivial that he thought them
serious--so far had he lost the focus of noble vision.
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