The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty ModeyneMacfall, Haldane
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The Masterfolk : $b wherein is attempted the unravelling of the strange affair of my Lord Wyntwarde of Cavil and Miss Betty Modeyne
Macfall, Haldane
Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction
“Let the child be born in honour--a secret marriage--anything.” She
shrank back. “It is dreadful to think of being tied to you,” she
moaned, “but--for the child’s sake--for the child’s sake you must be
made to remember your promises--you _must_ give the child honour.”
She saw his inane mouth opening to the uttering of foolishness.
She dropped at his feet, bowing her head to her shame, a wounded broken
woman--this little more than child--soon to be the mother of a child.
He fidgeted:
“Well, you see, my dear girl--it can’t be marriage,” he drawled,
“because I’m--er--morally married already--I’m almost engaged--and you
know--as a gentleman----”
She brushed her hand back over her forehead. The enormity of his
idiotcy stung her, and she groaned:
“My God!” said she--“what a bleating fool this is!”
“Oh yes, call me ridiculous names,” he complained huffily--“but I’m
really glad to see that you realize that--er--as a gentleman----”
She rose from the floor, and turned upon him:
“Then why, in the name of all’s that abominable, did you do this thing?”
He licked his lips sullenly, flinching a little before her:
“Well, don’t you see--I knew you would see reason, that you would see
that it can’t possibly be marriage. And as to providing for you, don’t
you see I have so precious little for myself--and I have such awfully
expensive tastes----”
“God!” she growled, stepping to him, with a sudden urging to strike
him--“I could kill you.” And she added hoarsely: “I almost think I
will.”
“Now, don’t be violent--I never know what to do when a woman is
violent. In my family the women are never violent.... You see,
Polly----”
“Don’t befoul my name by speaking it----”
He shrugged his shoulders:
“My _dear_ girl, this melodramatic way of life is most repulsive to
me--it makes me feel quite nervous and ill,” he added plaintively. “You
used to be such a nice girl.”
She burst into laughter, miserable laughter, and wrung her hands:
“My God, this is awful!” she said.
She fell a-brooding.
The long silence made the youth uneasy:
“Polly, don’t you see----”
“Urgh!” She swung round upon him savagely--growling as a leopard
might: “Stop that awful bleating. Your voice turns my blood acid--is
like some filthy stench to me.... If you value your life, keep that
dreadful voice still.... Let me think. In God’s name, let me think....
What to do? _that’s_ the bewildering thing. You, who make me stand
a-wonder how I suffered myself to let you touch me--you, with your
dreadful idiot’s stare and slack mouth (Mother of God, I too must
be a living idiot!)--you have robbed me for months to come even of
benefiting by the basest traffic in which a woman may barter herself.”
Of a sudden she turned to the door:
“Go,” she said hoarsely--“go away--or I shall do you an injury. Quick!
I can descend to no more foul shame than I have now known. Go--and, as
you love yourself, I say, don’t let me hear that awful bleat again.”
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