The Mayor of WarwickHopkins, Herbert M. (Herbert Müller)
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The Mayor of Warwick
Hopkins, Herbert M. (Herbert Müller)
Mayors -- Fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Social classes -- United States -- Fiction
She was pleased, rather than distressed, by Leigh's condemnation. In
spite of his talk of cruelty and vanity, he had said he did not know a
woman could be so sweet. She knew she could be sweet to the man she
loved, and that no one had ever yet divined how much she had to give.
She placed the back of her hand against her lips and tried to imagine
how they had felt to him when he kissed them. The youthfulness of the
action and the fancy made her smile, and showed her how far she had
gone in thinking of him as a lover.
Her sense of guilt was less acute than her realisation of the
difficulty of her position. It came upon her that she was one day
nearer discovery and condemnation. As yet no plan of action had taken
final shape in her mind. She did not know whether she would wait for
discovery to come and find her, or take the initiative. Leigh's
declaration had acted as a sedative on her unhappiness, and had
banished the desire of an explanation with her husband. She would fain
arrest time while the situation remained as it was, while Leigh was not
yet lost to her for good. What did she mean by allowing him to kiss
her a second time? Did she wish to make amends for the suffering she
had caused, or was her acquiescence a fatal admission? In the latter
case, what hope or consolation could she find in this new discovery?
Cardington too came in for a share of her thought, but scarcely for a
share of her concern. Whatever his suspicions or knowledge, she was
sure that his affection and loyalty would keep him silent. If his
final outbreak at the table the previous evening expressed his
indignation at Emmet's treatment, it seemed to tell also his acceptance
of the inevitable, and to convey to her in her doubt his advice, almost
his entreaty. It was as if he had pointed out to her the path of duty,
and warned her against his colleague, not in a spirit of jealousy, but
in the spirit of a friend who had readied an absolute renunciation of
whatever hopes he might once have cherished, and now thought only of
her. For a moment she softened almost to the point of tears, but this
indulgence was brief. A vision of her husband's bulldog air, as he sat
there baffled and at bay, returned to menace her. She realised that he
would not leave matters longer as they were, that he might force the
crisis that very day. The mettle of the bishop's daughter was never
more apparent than now, as she faced the probable results of her own
actions. She was by no means inclined to take her punishment quietly,
or to admit that she was in the wrong. Having ruled her husband so
long, she would not now allow him to dictate to her, but would fight
for her own happiness. Her hands clenched involuntarily, and her
breath came quick with militant excitement. Had she been a man, her
career, in whatever line she might have chosen, could scarcely have
been less than remarkable.
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