“So my, wedding-day came and we were united in the very hotel where I
had so long served in a menial capacity. The social distinctions in such
a place being small and my birth and breeding really placing me on a
par with my employer and his family, I was given the parlor for this
celebration and never, never, shall I forget its mean and bare look,
even to my untutored eyes; or how lonely those far hills looked, through
the small-paned window I faced; or what a shadow seemed to fall across
them as the parson uttered those fateful words, so terrible to one
whose heart is not in them: What God hath joined together let no man put
asunder. Death and not life awaited me on that bleak hillside, or so I
thought, though the bridegroom at my side was the handsomest man I had
ever seen and had rather exceeded than failed in his devotion to me as a
lover.
“The ceremony over, I went up-stairs to make my final preparations for
departure. No bridesmaids or real friends had lent joy to the occasion;
and when I closed that parlor door upon my bridegroom and the two or
three neighbors and boon companions with whom he was making merry, I
found myself alone with my dead heart and a most unwelcome future. I
remember, as the lock clicked and the rude hall, ruder even than the
wretched half-furnished room I had just left, opened before me, a
sensation of terror at leaving even this homely refuge and a half-formed
wish that I was going back to my dish-washing in the kitchen. It was
therefore with a shock, which makes my brain reel yet, that I saw, lying
on a little table which I had to pass, a letter directed to myself,
bearing the postmark, Detroit. What might there not be in it? What?
What?
“Gasping as much with fear as delight, I caught up the letter, and,
rushing with it to my room, locked myself in and tore open the envelope.
A single sheet fell out; it was signed with the name I had heard
whispered in my ear from early childhood, and always in connection with
riches and splendor and pleasures,--it was rapture to dream of. This was
an agitation in itself, but the words--the words! I have never told them
to mortal being, but I must tell them now; I remember them as I remember
the look of my child’s face when she was first put in my arms, the
child--”
She had underrated her strength. She broke into a storm of weeping which
shook to the very soul one of the two men who listened to her, though he
made no move to comfort her or allay it. The alienation thus expressed
produced its effect, and, stricken deeper than the fount of tears, she
suddenly choked back every sob and took up the thread of her narrative
with the calmness born of despair,
“These were the words, these and no others:
“‘If my niece will break all ties and come to me completely unhampered,
she may hope to find a permanent home in my house and a close hold upon
my affections.
IRA T. HOUGHTALING.’
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