With apparent forgetfulness of what had just occurred--a forgetfulness
which insensibly carried her back to the moment when she had given me
some order which involved my departure from the room--she impetuously
called out over her shoulder which she had turned on opening her
telegram:
“Miss Saunders! Miss Saunders! are you there? Bring me the morning
papers; bring me the morning papers!”
Instantly I remembered that we had not read the papers. Contrary to our
usual habit we had gone about a pressing piece of work without a glance
at any of the three dailies laid to hand in their usual place on the
library table. “They are here on the table,” I replied, wondering as
much at the hectic flush which now enlivened her features as at the
extreme paleness that had marked them the moment before.
“Search them! There is something new in them about me. There must be.
Read Mr. Packard’s message.”
I took it from her hand; only eight words in all.
Here they are--the marks of separation being mine:
I am coming--libel I know--where is S.
Henry.
“Search the columns,” she repeated, as I laid the telegram down.
“Search! Search!”
I hastily obeyed. But it took me some time to find the paragraph I
sought. The certainty that others in the house had read these papers,
if we had not, disturbed me. I recalled certain glances which I had seen
pass between the servants behind Mrs. Packard’s back,--glances which
I had barely noted at the time, but which returned to my mind now with
forceful meaning; and if these busy girls had read, all the town had
read--what? Suddenly I found it. She saw my eyes stop in their hurried
scanning and my fingers clutch the sheet more firmly, and, drawing up
behind me, she attempted to follow with her eyes the words I reluctantly
read out. Here they are, just as they left my trembling lips that
day--words that only the most rabid of opponents could have instigated:
Apropos of the late disgraceful discoveries, by which a woman
of apparent means and unsullied honor has been precipitated from
her proud preeminence as a leader of fashion, how many women,
known and admired to-day, could stand the test of such an inquiry
as she was subjected to? We know one at least, high in position
and aiming at a higher, who, if the merciful veil were withdrawn
which protects the secrets of the heart, would show such a dark
spot in her life, that even the aegis of the greatest power in
the state would be powerless to shield her from the indignation
of those who now speak loudest in her praise.
“A lie!” burst in vehement protest from Mrs. Packard, as I finished. “A
lie like the rest! But oh, the shame of it! a shame that will kill me.”
Then suddenly and with a kind of cold horror: “It is this which
has destroyed my social prestige in town. I understand those nine
declinations now. Henry! my poor Henry!”
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