The Memoirs of François René Vicomte de Chateaubriand sometime Ambassador to England, Volume 2 (of 6): Mémoires d'outre-tombe, volume 2Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de
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The Memoirs of François René Vicomte de Chateaubriand sometime Ambassador to England, Volume 2 (of 6): Mémoires d'outre-tombe, volume 2
Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de
Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de, 1768-1848
"I am disconsolate at your being in a country which you do
not like. I would wish to see you surrounded with objects
calculated to distract and to cheer you. I hope that, when
your health recovers, you will become reconciled to Auvergne:
there is no spot incapable of presenting some beauty to such
eyes as yours. I am now living at Rennes: my loneliness suits
me fairly well. I change my residence frequently, madame, as
you see; it looks much as though I were out of place on the
earth: in reality, it is long since I first began to look
upon myself as one of its superfluous products. I believe,
madame, that I spoke to you of my sorrows and perturbations.
At present, all that is over, and I enjoy an inward peace of
which none has it any longer in his power to rob me. In spite
of my age, having, through circumstances and taste, almost
constantly led a solitary life, I knew nothing whatever,
madame, of the world: I have at last made that disagreeable
acquaintance. Fortunately, reflection came to my aid. I asked
myself in what way that world could be so formidable and
where lay the worth of a world which can never, in evil and
good alike, be aught but an object of pity. Is it not true,
madame, that man's judgment is as shallow as the rest of his
being, as changeable and of an incredulity as great as its
ignorance? All these reasons, good or bad, have enabled me
to fling behind me with ease the fantastic garment in which
I had arrayed myself. I found myself full of sincerity and
strength; I am no longer capable of being troubled. I am
working with all my might to recover possession of my life,
to obtain entire control of it.
"You must also, madame, believe that I am not too much to
be pitied, since my brother, the best part of myself, is
agreeably placed, and since I have eyes left with which to
admire the marvels of nature, God for my support, and for an
asylum a heart full of peace and gentle memories. If you have
the kindness, madame, to continue to write to me, that will
be a great added happiness to me."
*
Mystery of style, a mystery everywhere perceptible, nowhere present;
the revelation of a painfully privileged nature; the ingenuousness of
a girl whom one might imagine to be in her first youth; and the humble
simplicity of a genius unaware of its own power, all breathe out of
these letters, a large number of which I have suppressed. Did Madame
de Sévigné write to Madame de Grignan with a more grateful affection
than Madame de Caud to Madame de Beaumont? "Her tenderness might well
pretend to keep pace with her own." My sister loved my friend with all
the passion of the tomb, for she felt that she was going to die. Lucile
had hardly ever left the neighbourhood of the Rochers[556]; but she was
the daughter of her century and the Sévigné of solitude.
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