The Memoirs of François René Vicomte de Chateaubriand sometime Ambassador to England, Volume 2 (of 6): Mémoires d'outre-tombe, volume 2Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de
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The Memoirs of François René Vicomte de Chateaubriand sometime Ambassador to England, Volume 2 (of 6): Mémoires d'outre-tombe, volume 2
Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de
Chateaubriand, François-René, vicomte de, 1768-1848
"Brother, do not grow weary of my letter, nor of my company;
think that soon you will be for ever released from my
importunities. My life is casting its last light, like a
lamp which has burnt out in the darkness of a long night,
and which sees the rise of the dawn in which it is to die.
Please, brother, cast a single glance at the early moments
of our existence; remember that we have often been seated
on the same lap, and pressed both together to the same
bosom; that already you added tears to mine, that from
the earliest days of your life you protected and defended
my frail existence, that our games united us and that I
shared your first studies. I will not speak to you of our
adolescence, of the innocence of our thoughts and of our
joys, nor of our mutual need to see each other incessantly.
If I retrace the past, I candidly confess, brother, that
it is to make me revive the more in your heart. When you
left France for the second time, you placed your wife in my
hands, you made me promise never to part from her. True to
this dear engagement, I voluntarily stretched out my hands
to the irons, and entered into the regions destined alone
for the victims vowed to death. In those abodes I have had
no anxiety save as to your fate; incessantly I questioned
the forebodings of my heart touching yourself. When I had
recovered my liberty, amidst the ills which came to overwhelm
me, the thought alone of our meeting kept me up. To-day, when
I am irretrievably losing the hope of running my course by
your side, bear with my griefs. I shall become resigned to my
destiny, and it is only because I am still fighting against
it that I suffer such cruel anguish; but when I shall have
grown submissive to my fate.... And what a fate! Where are
my friends, my protectors and my treasures! To whom matters
my existence, that existence abandoned by all, and weighing
down entirely upon itself? My God, are not my present woes
enough for my weakness, without yet adding to them the dread
of the future? Forgive me, my too dear friend, I will resign
myself; I will fall asleep, in a slumber as of death, upon
my destiny. But, during the few days which I have to spend in
this town, let me seek my last consolations in you; let me
believe that my presence is sweet to you. Believe me, among
the hearts that love you, none approaches the sincerity and
tenderness of my impotent friendship for you. Fill my memory
with agreeable recollections, which prolong my existence
beside you. Yesterday, when you spoke to me of coming to
you, you seemed to me anxious and serious, while your words
were affectionate. Why, brother, could I be to you also a
subject of aversion and annoyance? You know it was not I
that proposed the amiable distraction of going to see you,
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