The Memoirs of Harriette Wilson, Volumes One and Two: Written by HerselfWilson, Harriette
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The Memoirs of Harriette Wilson, Volumes One and Two: Written by Herself
Wilson, Harriette
Courtesans -- Great Britain -- Biography; Wilson, Harriette, 1786-1846
This eloquent letter ended simply thus, after assuring him that it was
now much too late to make my acquaintance, as I had changed my mind
and no longer desired it the least in the world--like the fox and the
grapes--
"you be hang'd!
"HARRIETTE WILSON."
This, to a favourite, was tolerably severe; but when I take a liking
to a person I must and will be something to them; so if they will not
like me I always make it my business and peculiar care that they shall
dislike and quarrel with me. Let me once get them into a quarrel and I
am sure of them.
The next day I received the following answer from Lord Byron, dated
Albany, Piccadilly.
"If my silence has hurt 'your pride or your feelings,' to use
your own expressions, I am very sorry for it; be assured that such
effect was far from my intention. Business, and some little bustle
attendant on changing my residence, prevented me from thanking you
for your letter as soon as I ought to have done. If my thanks do
not displease you now, pray accept them. I could not feel otherwise
than obliged by the desire of a stranger to make my acquaintance.
"I am not unacquainted with your name or your beauty, and I
have heard much of your talents; but I am not the person whom you
would like, either as a lover or a friend. I did not, and do not
'suspect you,' to use your own words once more, of any design of
making love to me. I know myself well enough to acquit any one,
who does not know me, and still more those who do, from any such
intention. I am not of a nature to be loved, and so far, luckily
for myself, I have no wish to be so. In saying this, I do not
mean to affect any particular stoicism, and may possibly, at one
time or other, have been liable to those follies for which you
sarcastically tell me I have now no time: but these, and everything
else, are to me at present objects of indifference; and this is a
good deal to say, at six-and-twenty. You tell me that you wished
to know me better; because you liked my writing. I think you must
be aware that a writer is in general very different from his
productions, and always disappoints those who expect to find in him
qualities more agreeable than those of others; I shall certainly
not be lessened in my vanity as a scribbler, by the reflection
that a work of mine has given you pleasure; and, to preserve the
impression in its favour, I will not risk your good opinion by
inflicting my acquaintance upon you.
"Very truly your obliged servant.
"B."
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