Just now the commonplaces of social intercourse had no meaning for
Vita. She drew an armchair from its inevitable place beside the cold
fireplace, and faced it towards the window, flinging the meagre cushion
aside, so useless to a man's comfort.
"Take that chair," she said, with a warm smile of welcome. "You may
smoke, too; I'd like you to. And there is refreshment on the table
beside you." Then she seated herself upon a low chair in the vicinity.
"Now tell me," she added, as Ruxton flung himself into the doubtful
armchair with a contented sigh.
"Tell you?" he returned, with a smile in his dark eyes.
Then for some moments he was silent, contemplating the perfect oval of
her face, the masses of her red-gold hair; the wonderful grace of the
exquisitely clad body. But under his gaze her warm grey eyes were
hidden. She felt the ardor of the man's regard, nor did it leave her
unmoved.
"There ought to be a lot to tell you--there is a lot," he said
presently, in a half-abstracted manner. "And yet----"
"Begin at the beginning," she helped him, and his eyes were caught in
the upward glance of the wonderful grey, so eager, so clear, and yet so
full of simple purpose.
"The beginning?" Ruxton smiled. "It makes it the harder." He shook his
head. "No man can tell a woman the beginning. There is no beginning. It
just comes along without his knowing it, and, in a moment, he is caught
in mid-tide and borne along."
Vita's eyes were gazing up into the strong face in some doubt. She was
demanding the story of his success. Something she beheld in the man's
dark eyes made her lower her own, and she found herself powerless to
urge him further. An absurdly chaotic feeling had suddenly taken
possession of her, and amidst that chaos was a great and wonderful
dread that had nothing fearful or terrifying in it. Yet the dread was
there, a dread which urged her to flee from his presence, and hide
herself somewhere, whither he could not follow. But opposed to such
feeling was a fascination which held her waiting, waiting upon his
words.
Her attitude conveyed something of the emotions his words had inspired,
but Ruxton was incapable of interpreting them. He was absorbed in the
triumph of his own feelings. His success in affairs of that day had
intoxicated him. And their outcome was a wild desire to go further and
crown them with the achievement of the passion of love which had set
fire to his soul. He yearned for the love of this woman, and such was
the impetuous tide let loose that there, and now, he must stake his
whole future happiness on one single throw. Caution had no place when
his passionate heart was stirred. Caution, and all its concomitants,
were for the business of life. In the emotional side of him they had no
place, they could never have place.
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