For some time he seemed in doubt. Then at last he drew in towards the
black shelter of the old mill, which stood out in the grey light,
keeping its ancient watch over the cove below. He glanced within its
shadowed interior. It was inhospitable. But it was as he had always
known it. Everything was undisturbed. He drew his coat about him and
buttoned it up. The air was so keen, and he had little relish for it.
Presently he sat down upon a fallen timber under the shelter of the
wall. He must wait. Nothing could be done until the arrival he was
expecting.
It was a desolate spot, and the influence of it was not unfelt. But the
solitude was not altogether unappreciated. If there were eyes watching
they failed to make their presence felt, and he was glad. He lit a
cigar and sought comfort in it from the bleak northern air. His
thoughtful eyes wandered in every direction his shelter permitted. To
the east, across the sea. To the south, over the rolling moor. To the
west, where the dying light of day was melting steadily before the grey
obscurity of coming night.
The minutes passed slowly, slowly, as they ever pass to the anxious
mind. But the dark of evening gathered with all the rapidity of early
winter.
The long journey was drawing to its close. Long since, the great North
Road had been left behind. Now the powerful car swept along, with its
monotonous purr, over the winding coast road, which split the
wide-spreading moorland, and headed on in the teeth of the bitter
northeasterly breeze.
The chill penetrated to the snug interior of the car. Vita was forced
to draw the heavy overcoat more closely about her. She shivered, but it
was not with the actual cold. Her thoughts were a-riot. They were full
of an intense and painful dread.
She had made the journey north in the company of the man whom she knew
she was now condemned to marry--condemned beyond reprieve. The only
gleam of light which had struggled through the darkness of her despair
was that he had spared her his company in the car. He had dismissed the
driver of the car at Bath, and taken upon himself that duty. Thus Vita
had been spared an added torture to the desperate feelings assailing
her.
She had no thought of revolt. She felt that destiny loomed before her
in overwhelming force. Escape had no place in her thought. She had
entered into a contract. A sordid contract, she felt. A contract which
had perhaps been forced upon her, but which had been accepted by her
through an invincible desire to be permitted to drag out the weary
years of life, rather than face bravely the harsh consequences and
penalties of truth and loyalty to the demands of honor. She admitted
the dreadful cowardice which had driven her, and a wave of loathing for
herself left her crushed under a burden of bitter contempt.
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