However, the last obstacle had been finally surmounted, and, with its
passing, he discovered the real depths of his anxiety. A strong
conviction of impending action by the German Government had taken hold
of him without his being fully aware of it. He had been oppressed by
it. And now, at last, he experienced a deep sense of relief that the
cloak of naval secrecy and protection was to be spread out over the new
construction upon which he and his father had embarked.
He sat thus reviewing these things and smoking leisurely, in the manner
of a satisfied man. He knew he ought to attend to his letters and then
go on down to the House, which was now sitting. But he had no intention
of doing so. There was no debate of importance going on, and he had no
desire to listen to the silly twaddle of a number of men whose
qualifications as legislators would have been insufficient to achieve
for them squatting room on a council of Red Indians, and whose minds
had no other conception of greatness than the limelight of a halfpenny
press.
It was five weeks since his return from Borga. Five weeks of hard,
rushing work in which a confusion of affairs required to be sorted and
carried through; in which plans had to be developed and set in train,
and during which a growing and almost oppressing sense of
responsibility had steadily taken possession of him. There had been no
leisure. It had been work incessant, work, and again work. Now, at
last, he felt that a breathing space was almost permissible.
In his first moment of leisure he was determined to carry out a purpose
upon which he had resolved, even amidst the turmoil of the affairs he
had been engaged upon. For not once during all those weeks had the
haunting memory of his beautiful visitor on the Yorkshire cliffs been
lost to him. He had heard no word from her, he had caught no glimpse of
her since he had watched her finally ascend the companionway of the
submersible to return to the shore. For the first time in his life he
had been made aware that there could be a more imperative claim upon a
man than his simple duty. For the first time in his life he found
himself hearkening to the mandates of Nature in a yielding spirit. He
could no longer resist the haunting charms of the wonderful creature
who had so appealed to his manhood.
He sat revolving his purpose in his mind. And, so doing, he idly drew a
copy of an evening paper towards him. He turned its pages in abstracted
contemplation. Then, suddenly, a head-line caught and held his
attention. It was the announcement of the completion of his
negotiations with the naval department.
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