Banks and banking -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
“Louie,” he persisted, “which would you rather do—owe a great many
people, some of whom need the money, or, owe one who does not need it,
and, if necessary, can wait forever? Try and consider yourself my
debtor.”
His arm had tightened round her, and he was holding her very close to
him as he talked, till gradually she grew calm and said:
“I know it is very kind in you, and few would have done it. But it will
be so long before I can pay you, if I ever do, and that is very
humiliating. I owe you so much already.”
Herbert had once said of Fred that if he were ever in love he would leap
over the precipice without a thought of the consequences, and that was
just what he did do. Without stopping to consider whether it were the
time or the place, or Louie in a condition to hear him, he got both her
hands in his, and held them while he told her how she could pay him, and
that he believed he had loved her ever since the day when she worked so
bravely to save his uncle’s bank.
“It certainly began then,” he said, “and has gone on increasing ever
since, until now it will be very hard to give you up.”
He did not speak of the worn napkin he had kept because her hands had
hemmed it, and that it always brought to his mind the picture of a
little girl in a bib apron and white sun-bonnet, whom his aunt had
described. To tell her that would remind her of a time he would have her
forget, and he dwelt most upon his present feelings and his great love
for her.
When Herbert proposed to her, she fell asleep, and she seemed to do so
now, she sat so still, with her head bent so low that Fred could not see
her face. During her illness, and the excitement which had preceded and
followed it, she had not had time to ask herself what her real feelings
were for Fred Lansing, or what his were for her. His attentions had been
so delicate and unobtrusive, and she had received them without
questioning until now, when it came to her that she loved him as she had
never loved Herbert White, and that it would be such bliss to put her
tired head upon his breast and lay all her care upon his broad
shoulders.
“Speak to me, Louie,” he said at last, trying to look in her face. “Say
you will be my wife, and cancel that debt.”
“Oh, if I only could,” she said; “but I can’t, because of my family
history, and then—” She hesitated a moment and went on, “I once thought
I loved Herbert; I was engaged to him.”
“Yes, I know,” Fred answered, succeeding in getting her face where he
could see the side of it. “He told me at the time, or I should have
proposed to you myself. It gave me an awful pang, which I covered as
well as I could, though I think Herbert half suspected it. He has been
man enough to write and tell me that you had severed the tie, and he
said some things not very complimentary to himself for his cowardice in
keeping his engagement a secret. I think he expects this finale to our
acquaintance. I know Miss Percy does, and my mother, and both will be
glad.”
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