Banks and banking -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
“This will never do. If I die, I’ll die game,” he said at last, and
rousing up and pulling himself together he walked very steadily to his
house, finding both his wife and Louie waiting for him with a tempting
little lunch on the dining-room table.
“Service was either very long, or you have been somewhere. It is nearly
ten o’clock,” Louie said, as she gave him the cup of cocoa which he
usually had on Sunday nights after church.
“I’ve been somewhere,” he said, taking the cocoa and compelling himself
to eat and to talk and seem natural, and when lunch was over, he asked
Louie to sing him something before she retired.
“What shall it be?” she said, seating herself at the piano.
“Oh, anything,” he answered. “Or, yes, I think I’d like
‘Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide.’
That will suit my case.”
Louie did not hear the last remark, and her sweet, clear voice rang out
in the evening air with the song her father had chosen. Sometimes he
sang with her, but now he only whispered to himself, “Yes, the darkness
deepens, and it is so dark, and I don’t believe the Lord would abide
with me if I asked him to. It’s too late for that.”
It was almost a prayer, and whether God heard or not there stole over
the wretched man a sense of quiet and rest. The tension of his nerves
relaxed. His head drooped, and when Louie finished singing and turned
towards him, she saw that he was asleep.
“Poor, tired father,” she said, rousing him very gently, while he looked
at her in a bewildered kind of way and asked, “Is it to-morrow yet, and
has the mail come?”
“Almost to-morrow, as it is nearly eleven, and time you were in bed.
Mother went long ago,” Louie replied.
He was fully awake now, and getting up from his chair he stooped over
Louie to give her the good-night kiss which he never omitted.
“God bless you, daughter,” he said, putting his hands on her shoulders
and looking her steadily in the face; “God bless you, and whatever
happens, remember I thought only of your happiness and your mother’s.
Good-night.”
He kissed her again, and went slowly to his room, while Louie looked
after him wonderingly.
“Something is the matter. He is not well. I must speak to mother in the
morning and have him see a doctor,” she thought, as she, too, went to
her room and was soon asleep, with no suspicion of what the morrow was
to bring.
Mr. Grey could not sleep. There was work for him to do, and it must be
done early, before the town was awake.
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