Banks and banking -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
They left him alone with his daughter, who stood gazing at him in
horror, he was so changed. Alone with her he broke down entirely, and
covering his face with his hands, sobbed like a child, while she
regarded him fixedly and almost sternly.
“Oh, Louie,” he began feebly and in a whisper, “I dreaded you more than
any one else—more than your mother. She is my wife and must stand by me
and will not feel it as keenly as you, who have thought me so perfect.
Oh, Louie, when I kissed you last night, I thought it might be for the
last time. Let me sit down and I’ll tell you about it.”
He tottered to the couch, and she came and stood beside him, listening
while he told her of his speculations, first with his own money and then
with the depositors’; and how, when funds were needed for the house, he
had drawn from the bank, when he had none there which lawfully belonged
to him.
“And that isn’t the worst,” he said, as if resolved to make a clean
breast of it; “it was not always stocks. It was regular gambling at the
last. You asked me once if I were a gambler. I told you no. I wasn’t
then. I have been since. I had a friend in New York who for a percentage
did it for me with money I sent him—sometimes my own but oftener other
people’s. Sometimes he won; sometimes he lost, and latterly it was more
loss than gain. Everything was loss. I expected a big sum yesterday
which would have put me on my feet, and had sworn to be an honest man if
it came. I did, Louie, and I prayed in church all the time that it might
come, and I’d begin new. The news came, and it was ruin. Your money is
safe. I couldn’t let you lose that, and I took one hundred and fifty
dollars from the funds and put away for you.”
There were little spots of red in the eyes which flashed angrily as
Louie exclaimed, “I shall not touch it! I shall share with the rest! I
can afford to lose far better than many of them!”
To this Mr. Grey made no reply, but continued: “I’ve made Blake my
assignee. I saw him yesterday, and I made Nancy Sharp a preferred
creditor. It’s a big joke,” and he laughed as he thought of the joke.
Then he went on: “Stand by me, Louie. No matter how bad I am, I am your
father, and love you so much. Don’t let them send me to prison. They can
do it if they want to. And don’t look so at me,” he added, as Louie’s
face grew paler and her eyes darker with a look she had never given him
before, and from which he shrank. “I thought to end my life last night,
and again this morning, but a thought of you restrained me. I have the
means—see!” and held up the revolver, while Louie drew back from him a
moment.
Then, with a quick movement she took it from him, and said:
“Father, would you kill yourself? Shame on you! Better State’s prison
than that. I would rather think of you a felon than a suicide. How many
balls are there in it?”
“Three,” he answered, and in rapid succession three reports rang through
the room, the balls entering the floor, at which they were aimed.
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