You could feel a shudder run through the company at his audacity. And
the worst of it was that you could not dismiss it with a laugh; for the
boy was really a poet—he had fire and passion, the gift of melodious
ecstacy. He was only twenty, and in his brief meteor flight he had run
the gamut of all experience; he had familiarized himself with all human
achievement—past, present, and future. There was nothing any one could
mention that he did not perfectly comprehend: the raptures of the
saints, the consecration of the martyrs—yes, he had known them;
likewise he had touched the depths of depravity, he had been lost in
the innermost passages of the caverns of hell. And all this had been
interesting—in its time; now he was sighing for new worlds of
experience—say for unrequited love, which should drive him to madness.
It was at this point that Montague dropped out of the race, and took to
studying from the outside the mechanism of this young poet’s
conversation. Strathcona flouted the idea of a moral sense; but in
reality he was quite dependent upon it—his recipe for making epigrams
was to take what other people’s moral sense made them respect, and
identify it with something which their moral sense made them abhor.
Thus, for instance, the tale which he told about one of the members of
his set, who was a relative of a bishop. The great man had occasion to
rebuke him for his profligate ways, declaring in the course of his
lecture that he was living off the reputation of his father; to which
the boy made the crushing rejoinder: “It may be bad to live off the
reputation of one’s father, but it’s better than living off the
reputation of God.”—This was very subtle and it was necessary to ponder
it. God was dead; and the worthy bishop did not know it! But let him
take a new God, who had no reputation, and go out into the world and
make a living out of him!
Then Strathcona discussed literature. He paid his tribute to the
“Fleurs de Mal” and the “Songs before Sunrise”; but most, he said, he
owed to “the divine Oscar.” This English poet of many poses and some
vices the law had seized and flung into jail; and since the law is a
thing so brutal and wicked that whoever is touched by it is made
thereby a martyr and a hero, there had grown up quite a cult about the
memory of “Oscar.” All up-to-date poets imitated his style and his
attitude to life; and so the most revolting of vices had the cloak of
romance flung about them—were given long Greek and Latin names, and
discussed with parade of learning as revivals of Hellenic ideals. The
young men in Strathcona’s set referred to each other as their “lovers”;
and if one showed any perplexity over this, he was regarded, not with
contempt—for it was not aesthetic to feel contempt—but with a slight
lifting of the eyebrows, intended to annihilate.
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