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Martha shook her head, smiling faintly; and she looked away from
him—far away, it seemed—as she spoke. “People don’t stay ardently in
love forever, Harlan. I don’t suppose anybody stays in love with
anybody—forever. I think I used to believe I’d always be in love with
Dan, and in a way that was true—whatever is left in me of the girl I
used to be will always be in love with the boy he used to be. But I
don’t know where that boy is any more. Do you understand?”
Harlan looked melancholy, as he nodded. “I suppose so.”
“I mean I’m true to my memory of him, perhaps. I’m afraid I don’t know
just what I do mean.”
“I’m afraid I do, though,” he said. “I’m afraid it’s only that you’re
hurt with him because Lena frightened him into keeping from even
stepping over here for a minute to say, ‘Welcome home.’”
“No; it didn’t hurt—not exactly,” she returned. “But he does seem
changed.” She frowned. “Do you think he’s lost something, Harlan? Is it
something—something fine about him—that’s lost? It seems to me—it
seems to me there must be. How could anybody expect a man to go through
such a struggle for success as the one he’s been through and not bear
the marks of it? Or maybe is it only his youthfulness he’s lost?”
“I don’t see anything missing,” Harlan replied. “He’s certainly not lost
his optimistic oratory; he can still out-talk any man in town on the
subject of Our Glorious Future. In fact, I think he’s even more that way
than he used to be. Years ago he may have shown a few very faint traces
of having been through a university, but you could sandpaper him to
powder now and not find them: I don’t believe he could translate the
first sentence of Cæsar, or ‘_Arma, virumque cano_!’ The only things he
ever talks about are his business and his boy and local politics. I
think that’s all he _can_ talk about.”
“Whereas,” Martha said, with a flash of the old championing, “the
learned Mr. Harlan Oliphant has only to open his mouth in order to
destroy a lonely woman’s whole joy in the Italian Renaissance.”
He lifted his hands, protesting, then dropped them in despair. “So I’ve
lost it already!” he said. “And lost it in the old, old way!”
“Lost what?”
“Hope,” he explained. “You see I’m years and years older than Freddie
Oliphant, and he was complaining to me the other day;—he’s now
considered so much ‘one of the older men’ that some of the pretty young
things one sees at the Country Club were leaving him out of their
festivities. You see where that puts _me_. So I hoped that when you came
home——”
“Yes?”
“Well, I hoped that maybe you and I shouldn’t quarrel any more, and——”
“Quarrel? No; we mustn’t, indeed!” she said. “What else is there left
for left-overs to do but to make the best of each other?”
“Nothing else, I’m afraid.”
“And I’d hoped,” he went on a little nervously;—“I’d hoped maybe you’d
let me see you a good deal—that you’d let me take you places and——”
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