Middle West -- Fiction; Real estate developers -- Fiction; Suburbs -- Fiction
HE MADE this promise with an angrily confident determination to fulfil
it, but the next few days were to teach him that he had not yet learned
all there was to know about his sister. When he forced his way to an
interview with her in her rooms in the hotel to which she had gone in
New York, she laughed at his fury.
“_Why_ haven’t I been a good wife to him?” she asked. “I’ve spent quite
a number of years in purgatory, trying to stick to what I undertook when
he married me! Oh, yes, I know you like the place, George; and I don’t
challenge your viewpoint. But I have my own, and, whether it’s right or
not, it’s mine and I can’t get rid of it. I suffer by it, and I have to
live by it—and to me the place has always been a purgatory. It’s
interesting to you, but it’s hideous to me. You like the people;—to you
they seem intelligent and friendly. To me they’re intrusive barbarians
with unbearable voices. I stood it at first because I had to; I didn’t
have anywhere else to go, and I did care for Dan. Then I kept on
standing it because I’d got the habit, I suppose, and because it’s hard
to get the courage to break away. Well, thank Heaven, something’s given
me the courage at last. I was always just on the very verge of it, and
the trouble about Henry pushed me over. I’ve perished for years because
I couldn’t get a breath of art; I haven’t lived——”
“You could have!” he cried. “With such a man——”
“Dan? Good heavens! I might go on living with a man, even after I’d
stopped caring for him, if he still cared for me; but it’s years since I
realized absolutely that neither of us cared for the other. I knew then
I’d have to do this some day.”
“And how beautifully you did do it!” her brother exclaimed. “His mother
told me about your screaming and storming at Dan after he brought that
miserable boy home. Do you think I didn’t understand? You _wanted_ a
quarrel to justify your going, so that the real reason wouldn’t be
suspected. You’d seen that singing _beef_ again, and you meant to see
him _again_—oh, I kept near you that night, and I read you, every
instant! You haven’t fooled me about what gave you the ‘courage,’ Lena!
It was indeed ‘the breath of art,’ old girl, and not ‘the trouble about
Henry!’ You made that quarrel with Dan deliberately. It was to cover
what you weren’t thoroughbred enough to face. You weren’t honest enough
to——”
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