Middle West -- Fiction; Real estate developers -- Fiction; Suburbs -- Fiction
IN THE minds of Mrs. Savage’s neighbours across the street and of the
habitual passers-by, that broad plate-glass window where it was her
custom to sit for the last hour of every afternoon had come to bear the
significance of a glass over a portrait. All long thoroughfares and many
of even the shortest have such windows; and the people who repeatedly
pass that way will often find the portrait window becoming a part,
however slight, of their own lives; but it will seldom be an enduring
part, except as a fugitive, pathetic memory. For a time the silent old
face is seen framed there every day, or it may be a pale and wistful
child looking out gravely upon the noisy world. Then abruptly one day
the window is only a window and no more a portrait; the passer-by has a
moment of wonder whenever he goes by, but presently may have his faintly
troubled question answered by a wreath on the door; and afterwards the
window that was once a portrait will seem to him a little haunted.
Mrs. Savage’s window had been a portrait so long that even the school
children who went homeward that way in the autumn afternoons noticed a
vacancy behind the glass and missed her from the frame; but new seasons
came and passed, and no wreath appeared upon her door. She had been so
thoroughly alive for so many years that the separation of herself from
life could not be abrupt, even if she wished it. She did not wish it she
told Harlan, one rainy night, as he sat beside her bed after bringing
her the news that she was a great-grandmother.
“I suppose it seems funny to you,” she said. “You must wonder why an old
woman with nothing to live for would still want to live. I suppose you
think it’s because I just want to eat a little more and to lie here
listening to that!” With a hand now become the very ghost of a hand, she
gestured toward a window where the parted curtains revealed black panes
slushed with noisy water by the strong west wind. “How you must wonder!”
“Oh, no,” Harlan said, though she spoke the truth. “I don’t wonder at
all, grandma.”
“Yes, you do! How could a young person help wondering about such a
thing? Year before last I could still go out for a little walk; last
year I could only go for a drive in the afternoons. After that I could
still get downstairs and sit by the window; then I couldn’t even do
that, and could only hobble around upstairs;—then I couldn’t even get
into another room without being helped. And now for a month I’ve not
been able to get out of bed—and I’ll never be able to. No wonder you
wonder I want to hang on!”
“But I don’t,” he insisted. “I don’t, indeed.”
“You do. What do you think I have to live for?”
“Why, partly for your family, grandma. We’re all devoted to you; and
besides you have your memories—I know you have many happy memories.”
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