Adventure stories; London (England) -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction; Plague -- Fiction
“I don't know who the clergyman who married us was; but he was a
clergyman: there can be no doubt about that. It was three days after,
and for the first time in my fifteen years of life, I stood in sunshine,
and daylight, and open air. We drove to the cathedral--for it was in St.
Paul's the sacrilege was committed. I never could have walked there,
I was so stunned, and giddy, and bewildered. I never thought of the
marriage--I could think of nothing but the bright, crashing, sun-shiny
world without, till I was led up before the clergyman, with much the
air, I suppose, of one walking in her sleep. He was a very young man, I
remember, and looked from the dwarf to me, and from me to the dwarf,
in a great state of fear and uncertainty, but evidently not daring to
refuse. Margery and one of his gang were our only attendants, and there,
in God's temple, the deed was done, and I was made the miserable thing I
am to-day.”
The suppressed passion, rising and throbbing like a white flame in her
face and eyes, made her stop for a moment, breathing hard. Looking up
she met Sir Norman's gaze, and as if there was something in its quiet,
pitying tenderness that mesmerized her into calm, she steadily and
rapidly went on.
“I awoke to a new life, after that; but not to one of freedom and
happiness. I was as closely, even more closely, guarded than ever; and I
found, when too late, that I had bartered myself, soul and body, for an
empty promise. The only difference was, that I saw more new faces; for
the dwarf began to bring his confederates and subordinates to the house,
and would have me dressed up and displayed to them, with a demoniac
pride that revolted me beyond everything else, if I were a painted
puppet or an overgrown wax doll. Most of the precious crew of scoundrels
had wives of their own and these began to be brought with them of
an evening; and then, what with dancing, and music, and cards, and
feasting, we had quite a carnival of it till morning.
“I liked this part of the business excessively well at first, and I was
flattered and fooled to the top of my bent, and made from the first, the
reigning belle and queen. There was more policy in that than admiration,
I fancy; for the dwarf was all-powerful among them and dreaded
accordingly, and I was the dwarf's pet and plaything, and all-powerful
with him. The hideous creature had a most hideous passion for me then,
and I could wind him round my finger as easily as Delilah and Samson;
and by his command and their universal consent, the mimicry of royalty
was begun, and I was made mistress and sovereign head, even over the
dwarf himself. It was a queer whim; but that crooked slug was always
taking such odd notions into his head, which nobody there dared laugh
at. The band were bound together by a terrible oath, women and all; but
they had to take another oath then, that of allegiance to me.
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