Rhoda drew a long breath, and then suddenly found courage. Turning her
blue eyes full upon him, she said, while the colour deepened in her
cheeks and her lips quivered:
“Yes, Sir Robert, I think you are.”
Although he had invited her to be candid, this speech evidently took
him by surprise. He stared at her apprehensively, and then said with
the utmost meekness:
“Will you tell me--to whom?”
“I think,” stammered the girl, her breath coming fast, “that you are
neglecting your duty to your wife.”
This was direct indeed. He stopped short, made her stop too, and faced
her roundly:
“How?” said he.
Rhoda knew that she must go on now, and she poured out all that was in
her heart, without more ado.
“I think,” she said, throwing out her words in little groups, with a
strange, staccato stop after every few syllables, “that you ought to
be with her more, not to let her go away without you, not to let her
choose her own companions and friends. I think you ought to insist
upon being her companion, her friend, yourself. Of course I know how
hard it would be--that you don’t care for the same things or the same
places. But since she won’t bend and give way, and do as she ought, I
think you ought to do it all for her. You ought not to yield to her
every caprice, to let her indulge every whim. If you go on running
down one path while she is running down one that isn’t even parallel
with yours, how can it end but in your finding yourselves some day, so
far apart that--that you can never come together again?”
It was plain speaking with a vengeance, and Rhoda would never have
ventured upon it in cold blood. But when she was thus unexpectedly
challenged by Sir Robert, she felt, honouring, respecting, loving him
as she did, that there was nothing for her but to be daring,
audacious, wholly, flagrantly honest, and to fling down thus before
him her own views, without hesitation, without pause, and then, if
necessary, ask for pardon.
But there was no need for that. In Sir Robert’s face, as he listened
to her, with head averted, tightly pressed lips, and eyes that seemed
at last to open to look out upon the world around him as it was, and
not as it ought to have been, there was a look which showed Rhoda
that, however painful her words might be to utter and to hear, she had
done right in speaking them.
Like a succession of blows her sentences fell upon him, each helping
to drive home to him the truth which he, good, kind-hearted, amiable
man that he was, had so long been in danger of ignoring.
He knew that there was no word of exaggeration in what she said, he
was conscious that she was, on the whole, merciful to him. But her
indictment was a severe one nevertheless, and at first he reeled under
it.
There was a long pause, during which poor Rhoda, recovering from the
impulse of passion which had urged her on, became more and more timid
and apologetic, until the light faded out of her eyes and the tears
welled up to them.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account