The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
“Don't you go and get engaged, or any such foolishness in a hurry, Lem.
Them art-student girls you was tellin' about, I presume they're all
right enough; but you wait a while. Young men think it's a kind of
miracle if a girl likes 'em, and they're ready to go crazy over it; but
it's the most natural thing she can do. You just wait a while. When
you get along a little further, you can pick and choose for yourself. I
don't know as I should want you should marry for money; but don't you go
and take up with the first thing comes along, because you're afraid to
look higher. What's become o' that nasty thing that talked so to you at
that Miss Vane's?”
Lemuel said that he had never seen Sibyl or Miss Vane since; but he did
not make any direct response to the anxieties his mother had hinted
at. Her pride in him, so ignorant of all the reality of his life in
the city, crushed him more than the sight and renewed sense of the mean
conditions from which he had sprung. What if he should tell her that
Miss Carver, whom she did not want him to marry in a hurry, regarded him
as a servant, and treated him as she would treat a black man? What if
she knew that he was as good as engaged to marry a girl that could no
more meet Miss Carver on the same level than she could fly? He could
only tell his mother not to feel troubled about him; that he was not
going to get married in any great hurry; and pretend to be sleepy and
turn his head away.
She pulled the covering up round his neck and tucked it in with her
strong, rough old hand, whose very tenderness hurt.
He had expected to stay the greater part of the next day, but he took an
earlier train. His sister was still laid up; she thought she must have
taken cold in her jaw; her husband, rumpled, unshaven, with a shawl over
his shoulders, cowered about the cook-stove for the heat. He began to
hate this poverty and suffering, to long for escape from it to the life
which at that distance seemed so rich and easy and pleasant; he trembled
lest something might have happened in his absence to have thrown him out
of his place.
All the way to Boston he was under the misery of the home that he was
leaving; his mother's pride added to the burden of it. But when the
train drew in sight of the city, and he saw the steeples and chimneys,
and the thin masts of the ships printed together against the horizon,
his heart rose. He felt equal to it, to anything in it.
He arrived in the middle of the afternoon, and he saw no one at the
hotel except the Harmons till toward dinner-time. Then the ladies coming
in from shopping had a word of welcome for him; some of them stopped and
shook hands at the office, and when they began to come down to dinner
they spoke to him, and there again some of them offered their hands;
they said it seemed an age since he had gone.
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