The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
“Yes, I understand that,” said Lemuel. “I couldn't help it, at first.
But I've got to see it all in a different light since then. I know that
you meant the best by me. I know now that what I wrote wasn't worth
anything, and just how you must have looked at it. I didn't know some
things then that I do now; and since I have got to know a little more I
have understood better what you meant by all you said.”
“I am very glad,” said Sewell, with sincere humility, “that you have
kept no hard feeling against me.”
“Oh, not at all. It's all right now. I couldn't explain very well that I
hadn't come to the city just to be in the city, but because I had to
do something to help along at home. You didn't seem to understand that
there wa'n't anything there for me to take hold of.”
“No, I'm afraid I didn't, or wouldn't quite understand that; I was
talking and acting, I'm afraid, from a preconceived notion.” Lemuel made
no reply, not having learned yet to utter the pleasant generalities with
which city people left a subject; and after a while Sewell added, “I am
glad to have seen your face so often at church. You have been a great
deal in my mind, and I have wished to do something to make your life
happy, and useful to you in the best way, here, but I haven't quite
known how.” At this point Sewell realised that it was nearly eight
months since Lemuel had come to Boston, and he said contritely, “I have
not made the proper effort, I'm afraid; but I did not know exactly how
to approach you. You were rather a difficult subject,” he continued,
with a smile in which Lemuel consented to join, “but now that we've come
to a clearer understanding--” He broke off and asked, “Have you many
acquaintances in Boston?”
Lemuel hesitated, and cleared his throat, “Not many.”
Something in his manner prompted the minister to say, “That is such a
very important thing for young men in a strange place. I wish you
would come oftener to see us, hereafter. Young men, in the want of
companionship, often form disadvantageous acquaintances, which they
can't shake off afterwards, when they might wish to do so. I don't mean
evil acquaintance; I certainly couldn't mean that in your case; but
frivolous ones, from which nothing high or noble can come--nothing of
improvement or development.”
Lemuel started at the word and blushed. It was Berry's word. Sewell put
his own construction on the start and the blush.
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