The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
At the usual hour he was at Mr. Corey's house, where he arrived
footsore, and empty from supperless wanderings, but not hungry and not
weary. The serving-man at the door met him with the message that Mr.
Corey had gone to dine at his club, and would not be at home till late.
He gave Lemuel a letter, which had all the greater effect from being
presented to him on the little silver tray employed to bring up the
cards and notes of the visitors and correspondents of the family.
The envelope was stamped in that ephemeral taste which configured the
stationery of a few years ago, with the lines of alligator leather, and
it exhaled a perfume so characteristic that it seemed to breathe Statira
visibly before him. He knew this far better than the poor, scrawly,
uncultivated handwriting which he had seen so little. He took the
letter, and turning from the door read it by the light of the next
street lamp.
“DEAR LEMUEL--Manda Grier has told me what she said to you and Ime about
crazy about it dear Lem I want you should come and see mee O Lem you
dont Suppose i could of let Manda Grier talk to you that way if I had of
none it but of course you dident only do Say so I give her a real good
goen over and she says shes sory she done it i dont want any body should
care for mee without itse there free will but I shall alwayes care for
you if you dont care for me dont come but if you do Care I want you
should come as soon as ever you can I can explane everything Manda Grier
dident mean anything but for the best but sometimes she dont know what
she is sayin O Lem you mussent be mad But if you are and you dont want
to come ennymore dont come But O i hope you wouldent let such a thing
set you againste mee recollect that I never done or Said anything to set
you against me,
“STATIRA.”
A cruel disgust mingled with the remorse that this letter brought him.
Its illiteracy made him ashamed, and the helpless fondness it expressed
was like a millstone hanged about his neck. He felt the deadly burden of
it drag him down.
A passer-by on the other side of the street coughed slightly in the
night air, and a thought flashed through Lemuel, from which he cowered,
as if he had found himself lifting his hand against another's life.
His impulse was to turn and run, but there was no escape on any side. It
seemed to him that he was like that prisoner he had read of, who saw the
walls of his cell slowly closing together upon him, and drawing nearer
and nearer till they should crush him between them. The inexperience
of youth denies it perspective; in that season of fleeting and
unsubstantial joys, of feverish hopes, despair wholly darkens a world
which after years find full of chances and expedients.
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