‘DEAREST ISABEL,--I was in an awful state of mind when I found you
did not turn up to-day at the usual spot. I felt furious I can
assure you, and called you a jilt and a dozen other names. But I
hear you’ve been ill, and I forgive you, my darling. Of course it
never would have answered to set out in the rain on such a
frightful day if you were ill. I got soaked to the skin waiting for
you, which I hope you will be sorry to hear. But, Isabel, remember
to-morrow is the last day. Go I must to-morrow. If you can’t pick
yourself up and get well, and join me at the same place and the
same hour, I shall go mad, I think, for I must go. My people are
writing letters upon letters. There’s one waiting for me now, but I
have not opened it, for they’re all pretty much the same thing over
again. They’ve written to Mr. Lothian, and to Smeaton at the farm,
for information as to what detains me; and I must not risk it any
longer. But of course, when you know it’s so necessary, I can trust
to your spirit to get well, and join me as I arranged. We’ll have a
run into Edinburgh and do the business, and then I can write home.
I don’t care much about seeing sights myself, but it will all be
new to you, and you’ll enjoy it. So get well, my pet, as fast as
ever you can, and remember to-morrow at the old place at two
o’clock. I’ll have a trap waiting on the hill: but for Heaven’s
sake don’t be late.
‘You may think me joking, but I never was more serious in my life.
That is my way, as you know. I can’t look solemn and use big words
like you Scotch. But I mean it all the same. If you don’t love me
enough to come to me to-morrow, I’ll take it for granted you don’t
love me at all. I will go right away by myself, and I can’t hold
out any hope to you that I will ever come back. Now don’t mistake
me, or think I am threatening you. I have waited long enough, and
you must not make a fool of me any longer. If I am once driven
away, the chances are I can never return to Loch Diarmid--or to
you. Come then now. It is our only chance. I will wait for you
to-morrow as I did to-day. I shall be there at half-past one, and I
shall wait till a quarter after two. No longer. You must be
punctual. It’s for you to decide if we are to be together for ever,
or separated for ever. I can do no more. To-morrow at the old
place, or most likely never in this world.
‘Come, Isabel, my darling, come! Don’t fail me. If you do, I will
never see you more.
‘Yours, if you will have me,
‘H. S.’
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