The Miracles of Antichrist: A NovelLagerlöf, Selma
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The Miracles of Antichrist: A Novel
Lagerlöf, Selma
Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction
He did not answer immediately; he stood and bit his lips, so as not to
lose his temper. “Let me talk with you, Donna Micaela!” he said at last.
“Let me explain it to you!”
At the same time he put on a patient expression. He talked socialism with
her, so clear and simple that a child could have understood.
But she was far from being able to follow it. Perhaps she could have, but
she did not wish to. She did not wish just then to hear of socialism.
It had been so wonderful to her to see him. The ground had rocked under
her; and something glorious and blessed had passed through and quite
overcome her. “God, it is he whom I love!” she said to herself. “It is
really he.”
Before she had seen him she had known very well what she would say to
him. She would have led him back to the faith of his childhood. She
would have shown him that those new teachings were detestable and
dangerous. But then love came. It made her confused and stupid. She could
not answer him. She only sat and wondered that he could talk.
She wondered if he was much handsomer now than formerly. Formerly she had
not been confused at all when she saw him. She had never been attracted
to that extent. Or was it that he had become a free, strong man? She was
frightened when she felt how he subdued her.
She dared not contradict him. She dared not even speak, for fear of
bursting into tears. Had she dared to speak, she would not have talked
of public affairs. She would have told him what she had felt the day the
bells rang. Or she would have prayed to be allowed to kiss his hand. She
would have told him how she had dreamed of him. She would have said that
if she had not had him to dream of she could not have borne her life. She
would have begged to be allowed to kiss his hand in gratitude, because he
had given her life all these years.
If there was to be no uprising, why did he talk socialism? What had
socialism to do with them, sitting alone in Donna Elisa’s garden? She sat
and looked along one of the paths. Luca had put up wooden arches on both
sides of it, and up these climbed garlands of light rose-shoots, full of
little buds and flowers. One always wondered whither one was coming when
one went along that path. And one came to a little weather-beaten cupid.
Old Luca understood things better than Gaetano.
While they sat there the sun set, and Etna grew rosy-red. It was as if
Etna flushed with anger at what was going on in Donna Elisa’s garden.
It was at sunset, when Etna glowed red, that she had always thought of
Gaetano. It seemed as if they both had been waiting for it. And they had
both arranged how it would be when Gaetano came. She had only feared that
he would be too fiery, and too passionately wild. And he talked only of
those dreadful Socialists, whom she detested and feared.
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