The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
Rose Mallett, who had always accepted conditions and not criticized
them, found herself in those days forced to a puzzled consideration of
life. It seemed an unnecessary invention on the part of a creator, a
freak which, on contemplation, he must surely regret. She was not tired
of her own existence, but she wondered what it was for and what,
possessing it, she could do with it. Her one attempt at usefulness had
been foiled, and though she had never consciously wanted anything to
do, she felt the need now that she was deprived of it. She passed her
days in the order and elegance of Nelson Lodge, in a monotonous
satisfaction of the eye, listening to the familiar chatter of Caroline
and Sophia, dressing herself with tireless care and refusing to regret
her past. Nevertheless, it had been wasted, and the only occupation of
her present was her anxiety for Francis Sales. She could not rid
herself of that claim, begun so long ago. She had to accept the
inactive responsibility which in another would have resolved itself
into earnest prayer but which in her was a stoical endurance of
possibilities.
What was he doing? What would he do? She knew he could not stand alone,
she knew she must continue to hold herself ready for his service, but a
prisoner fastened to a chain does not find much solace in counting the
links, and that was all she had to do. It seemed to her that she moved,
rather like a ghost, up and down the stairs, about the landing, in the
delicate silence of her bedroom; that she sat ghost-like at the
dining-table and heard the strangely aimless talk of human beings. She
supposed there were countless women like herself, unoccupied and
lonely, yet her pride resented the idea. There was only one Rose
Mallett; there was no one else with just her past, with the same mental
pictures and her peculiar isolation, and if she had been a vainer woman
she would have added that no other woman offered the same kind of
beauty to a world in need of it. Her obvious consolation was in the
presence of Henrietta, though she had little companionship to give her
aunt, and no suspicion that Rose, almost unawares, began to transfer
her interests to the girl, to set her mind on Henrietta’s happiness.
She would take her abroad and let her see the world.
Caroline sniffed at the suggestion, Sophia sighed.
“The world’s the same everywhere,” Caroline said. “If you know one man
you know them all.”
“But if you know a great many, you will know one all the better.
However,” she smiled in the way of which her stepsisters were afraid,
“I wasn’t thinking of men.”
“That’s where you’re so unnatural.”
“I was thinking of places—cities and mountains and plains.”
“You’ll get the plague or be run away with by brigands.”
“I think Henrietta and I would rather like the brigands. We must avoid
the plague.”
“Smallpox,” Caroline went on, “and your complexions ruined.”
“I wish you would stay at home,” Sophia said. “Caroline and I are
getting old.”
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