The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
“I don’t know whether Francis has told you that he and I were once in
love with one another. At least that is what we called it.” Very pale,
appearing to have grown thinner in that moment, she looked at the
horse’s ears and spoke as though she and Henrietta were alone. “Until
quite lately. Then he realized, we both realized, our mistake. But it
seems that Francis must have somebody to—to meet, to kiss. Between me
and you there has been some one else.” With a wave of her hand, she put
aside that thought. “We used to meet here often. This place must be
full of memories for him. For me, the whole countryside is scattered
with little broken bits of love. It breaks so easily, or it may be only
the counterfeit that breaks. Anyhow, it broke, it chipped. I thought
you ought to know that.” She touched her horse with her heel and turned
down the lane. She went slowly, sitting very straight, but she had the
constant expectation of being shot in the back. She had to remind
herself that Henrietta had no weapon but her eyes.
It was those eyes Francis Sales chiefly remembered when he had parted
from Henrietta and turned homewards. There had been scorn in them,
anger, grief, jealousy and expectation. If she had not been so small,
if they had not been raised to his, if he could have looked levelly
into them as he did into the clear grey eyes of Rose, things might have
been different. But she was little and she had clung to him, looking
up. She had told him she could never see her Aunt Rose again. How could
she? Was he sure he did not love Rose still? Was he sure? He ought to
be, for it was he who had made Henrietta love him. He had liked that
tribute too much to contradict it, but Rose Mallett was right: whoever
had been the promoter of this business, it was not fair to Henrietta,
and the thought of Rose, so white and straight, was like wind after a
sultry day. She was like a church, he thought; a dim church with tall
pillars losing themselves in the loftiness of the roof; yes, that was
what was the matter with her: she was cold, but there was no one like
her, you could not forget her even in the warmth of Henrietta’s
presence. One way and another, these Malletts tortured him.
He walked home, trying to find some way out of this maze of promises to
Henrietta and of self-reproach, and his mental wanderings were
interrupted by an unwelcome request from the nurse that he should go at
once to Mrs. Sales. She seemed, the woman warned him, to be very much
excited: would he please be careful? She must not have another heart
attack.
As he entered the room, it seemed to him that he had been treading on
egg-shells all his life, but a sudden pity swept him at the sight of
his wife, very weak from the pain of the night before last, yet
intensely, almost viciously alive. He wished he had not gone to the
Battys’ ball; it had upset her and done him no good. If it had not been
for that walk on the terrace—
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