The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
“No, dear child, not all of them. Perhaps none of them. When I was
eighteen—” She hesitated. “I must get on with her papers.” She stood up
and moved towards the bureau. “They’re here. We shared the drawers. We
shared everything.” She stretched out her hands and they fell heavily,
taking the weight of her body with them, against the shining slope of
wood.
Henrietta, who had been gazing moodily at the fire, was astonished to
hear the thud, to see her Aunt Sophia leaning drunkenly over the desk.
Sophia’s lips were blue, her eyes were glazed, and Henrietta thought,
“She’s dying, too. Shall I let her die?” but at the same moment she
leapt up and lowered her aunt into a chair.
“It’s my heart,” Sophia said after a few minutes, and Henrietta
understood why poor Aunt Sophia always went upstairs so slowly. “Don’t
tell anybody. No one knows. I ought not to have cried like that.
There’s a little bottle—” She told Henrietta to fetch it from a secret
place. “I never let Caroline know. It would have worried her, and,
after all, she was the first to go. I’m glad to think I saved her that
anxiety. You remember how she teased me about getting tired? Well, it
didn’t matter and she liked to think she was so young. Wherever she is
now, I do hope she isn’t feeling angry with herself. She thought
illness was so vulgar.”
“But not death,” Henrietta said.
“No, not death,” and Henrietta fancied her aunt lingered lovingly on
the word. “This must be a secret between us.” She lay back exhausted.
“I only had two secrets from Caroline. This about my heart was one.
Henrietta, in that little drawer, at the very back, you’ll find a
photograph wrapped in tissue-paper. Find it for me, dear child. Thank
you.” She held it tenderly between her palms. “This was the other. It’s
the picture of my lover, Henrietta. Yes, I wanted you to know that some
one once loved me very dearly.”
“Oh, Aunt Sophia, we all love you. I love you dearly now.”
“Yes, dear, yes, I know; I’m grateful, but I wanted somebody to know
that I had had my romance, and have it still—all these years. But I was
loved, Henrietta, till he died, and I was very young then, younger than
you are now. Yes, I wanted somebody to know that poor Sophia had a real
lover once. He went away to America to make a fortune for me, but he
died. I have been wondering, since Caroline went, if she and he have
met. If so, perhaps she knows, perhaps she blames me, but I don’t think
she will laugh—not now. I hope she laughs still, but not at that. And
now, Henrietta, we’ll put the photograph into the fire.”
“Ah, no, Aunt Sophia, keep it still!”
“Dear child, I may die at any moment, and I have his dear face by
heart. I shouldn’t like any other eyes to look at it, not even yours.
Stir the fire, Henrietta. Now help me up. No, dear, I would rather do
it myself.”
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