The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
“I know. When did you come back?”
“Last night. I’ve been to Canada to see her people. I thought they’d
like to know about her and she would have liked it, too.”
A small smile threatened Rose’s mouth. It seemed rather late to be
trying to please Christabel.
“I didn’t hope,” he went on quietly, “to have this luck so soon. I’ve
been wanting to see you, to tell you something. I wanted to get things
cleared up.”
“What things?”
He looked up. “About Henrietta.”
“There’s no need for that.”
“Not for you, perhaps, but there is for me. You were quite right that
day. I went home and I made up my mind to break my word to her. I’d
made it up before Christabel became so ill. I wanted you to know that.
I couldn’t have left her that night—perhaps you hadn’t realized I’d
meant to—but anyhow I couldn’t have left her, and I wouldn’t have done
it if I could. You were perfectly right.”
Rose moved a little in her saddle. “And yet I had no right to be,” she
said. “You and I—”
“Ah,” he said quickly, “you and I were different. I don’t blame myself
for that, but with Henrietta it was just devilry, sickness, misery.
Don’t,” he commanded, “dare to compare our—our love with that.”
“No,” she said, “no, I don’t think of it at all. It has dropped back
where it came from and I don’t know where that is. I don’t think of it
any more, but thank you for telling me about Henrietta. Good-bye.”
She moved on, but his voice followed her. “I never loved her.”
She stopped but did not turn. “I know that.”
“Yes, but I wanted to tell you.” He was at the horse’s head again. “I
don’t think much of the way those people are keeping your bridle.
There’s rust on the curb chain. Look at it. It’s disgraceful! And I’d
like to tell you that I tried to make it up to Christabel at the last.
Too late—but she was happy. Good-bye. Tell those people they ought to
be ashamed of themselves.”
“I suppose we all ought to be,” Rose said wearily.
“Some of us are,” he replied. “And,” he hesitated, “you won’t stop
riding here now I’ve come back?”
“Of course not. It’s the habit of a lifetime.”
“I shan’t worry you.”
She laughed frankly. “I’m not afraid of that.”
She was immune, she told herself, she could not be touched, yet she
knew she had been touched already: she was obliged to think of him. For
the first time in her knowledge of him he had not grumbled, he was like
a repentant child, and she realized that he had suffered an experience
unknown to her, a sense of sin, and the fact gave him a certain
superiority and interest in her eyes.
She went home but not as she had set forth, for she seemed to hear the
jingle of her chains.
At luncheon Henrietta appeared in a new hat and an amiable mood. She
was going, she said casually, to a concert with Charles Batty.
“I didn’t know there was one,” Rose said. “Where is it?”
“Oh, not in Radstowe. We’re going,” Henrietta said reluctantly, “to
Wellsborough.”
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