The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
She handed in the basket and the note without a word or a smile for the
friendly parlourmaid. She walked home in the awful realization that she
had worn Charles out. He had called her wanton; he must have meant it.
It was that word which had really made her love him, yet it was also
the sign of his exhaustion. Life was tragic: no, it was comic, it was
playful. She had had happiness in her hands, and it had slipped through
them. She felt sick with disappointment under her rage; but she was not
without hope. It stirred in her gently. Charles would come back. But
would he? And she suddenly felt a terrible distrust of that love of
which he had boasted. It was too complete; he could do without her. He
would go on loving, but, she repeated it, she had worn him out, and she
could not love like that. She wanted tangible things. But he had said
that he, too, was flesh and blood, and that comforted her. He would
come back, but she could do nothing to invite him.
This, she said firmly, was the real thing. It had been different with
Francis Sales: with him there had been no necessity for pride, but her
love for Charles must be wrapped round with reserve and kept holy; and
at once, with her unfailing dramatic sense, she saw herself moving
quietly through life, tending the sacred flame. And then, irritably,
she told herself she could not spend her days doing that: she did not
know what to do! She hated him; she would go away; yes, she would go
away with Aunt Rose.
In the meantime she wept with a passion of disappointment, humiliation
and pain, but on each successive morning, for some weeks, she woke to
hope, for here was a new day with many possibilities in its hours; and
each evening she dropped on to her bed, disheartened. Nothing happened.
Aunt Sophia was better, Rose rode out every day, the little house on
The Green stood empty, squinting disconsolately, resignedly surprised
at its own loneliness. It was strange that nobody wanted a house like
that; it was neglected and so was she: nobody noticed the one or the
other.
Every morning Henrietta took Aunt Sophia for a stately walk; every
afternoon she went to a tea- or tennis-party, for the summer
festivities were beginning once more; and often, as she returned, she
would meet Aunt Rose coming back from her ride, always cool in her
linen coat, however hot the day. Where did she go? How often did she
meet Francis Sales? Why should she be enjoying adventures while
Henrietta, at the only age worth having, was desperately fulfilling the
tedious round of her engagements? It was absurd, and Aunt Rose would
ask serenely, “Did you have a good game, Henrietta?” as though there
was nothing wrong.
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