The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
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The Misses Mallett (The Bridge Dividing)
Young, E. H. (Emily Hilda)
Fiction
The old groom who held her horse nodded with satisfaction when he
helped her into the saddle. She had not lost her spring and he
tightened her girths in a leisurely manner and arranged her skirt with
the care due to a fine rider and a lady who understood a horse, yet one
who was always ready to ask an old man’s advice. He had a great
admiration for Miss Mallett and, conscious of it and rather
pathetically glad of it, she lingered for the pleasure of talking to
some one who seemed simple and untroubled. He had spent all his life on
the Sales estate, and she wondered whether, though, like herself, of a
limited outward experience, he also had known the passions of love and
disgust and shame. He was sixty-five, he told her, but as strong as
ever, and she envied him: to be sixty-five with the turmoil of life
behind him, yet to be strong enough to enjoy the peace before him, was
a good finale to existence. She was only thirty-one, but she was strong
too, and she felt as though she had come through a storm, battered and
exhausted but whole and ready for the calm which already hovered over
her. She said, “The young are always sorry for the old, but that is one
of the many mistakes they make. I think it must be the best time of
all.”
“If you have them that cares for you,” he answered.
That was where her own happiness would break down.
There were her stepsisters, who would probably die before herself;
there was Henrietta, who would form ties of her own; and there was no
one else. If she had had less faith in Francis Sales’s love and, at the
same time, had been capable of pandering to it, she might have had his
devotion for her old age, the devotion of a somewhat querulous and dull
old man. Now she had not even that to hope for, and she was glad. She
had always wanted the best of everything, and always, except in the one
fatal instance, refused what fell below her standard. She had not
realized until now that Francis Sales had always been below it. She had
at least tried to wrap their love in beauty, but that sort of beauty
was not enough for him. It was her scruples, he said, which had been
his undoing, and there was truth in that, but she had to remember that
when originally she had disappointed him, he had found comfort quickly
in Christabel; when Christabel failed him he had returned to her; and
now he had found consolation, if only of a temporary kind, in some one
else. When would he seek yet another victim of his affection and his
griefs? He was, she thought scornfully, a man who needed women, yet she
knew that if he had pleaded with her to-day, saying that in spite of
everything he needed her, she would have listened.
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