The Missionary Sheriff: Being incidents in the life of a plain man who tried to do his dutyThanet, Octave
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The Missionary Sheriff: Being incidents in the life of a plain man who tried to do his duty
Thanet, Octave
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Yes, sir,” very calmly; but her hands were clinching the arms of the
chair.
“And you saw my advertisement in this evening paper?”
“Yes, sir; Foley read it out to me. You begged M. C. C. to come back and
help you because you were in great embarrassment and trouble—and you
promised me nobody should harm me.”
“No more nobody shall!” returned Amos.
“But maybe you can’t help it. Never mind. When I heard about how they
were talking about lynching him”—she indicated her nephew—“I felt
terrible; the sin of blood guiltiness seemed to be resting on my soul;
but I couldn’t help it. Mr. Sheriff, you don’t know I—I was once in—in an
insane asylum. I was!”
“That’s all right,” said Amos. “I know all about that.”
“There, there, there!” murmured Mrs. Raker, “don’t think of it!”
“It wasn’t that they were cruel to me—they weren’t that. They never
struck or starved me; they just gave me awful drugs to keep me quiet;
and they made me sit all day, every day, week in, week out, month in,
month out, on a bench with other poor creatures, who had enough company
in their horrible dreams. If I lifted my hands there was some one to put
them down to my side and say, in a soft voice, ‘Hush, be quiet!’ That was
their theory—absolute rest! They thought I was crazy because I could see
more than they, because I had visitors from the spirit-land—”
“I know,” interrupted Amos. “I was there one night. But I—”
“You couldn’t see them. It was only I. They came to _me_. It was more
than a year after they all died, and I was so lonely—oh, nobody knows
how desolate and lonely I was!—and then a medium came. She taught me how
to summon them. At first, though I made all the preparations, though
I put out the whist cards for uncle and Ralph and Sadie, and the toys
for little Ro, I couldn’t seem to think they were there; but I kept on
acting as if I knew they were there, and having faith; and at last they
did come. But they wouldn’t come in the asylum, because the conditions
weren’t right. So at last I felt I couldn’t bear it any longer. I felt
like I was false to the heavenly vision; but I couldn’t stand it, and so
I pretended I didn’t see them and I never had seen them; and whatever
they said I ought to feel I pretended to feel, and I said how wonderful
it was that I should be cured; and that made them right pleased; and
they felt that I was quite a credit to them, and they wrote my sister
that I was cured. I went home, but only to be suspected again, and so I
ran away. I had put aside money before, thousands of dollars, that they
thought that I spent. They thought I gave a heap of it to that medium
and her husband; I truly only gave them five hundred dollars. So I went
forth. I hid myself here. I was happy here, where _they_ could come,
until—until I saw Archibald Allerton on the street and overheard him
inquiring for me. I was dreadfully upset. But I decided in a minute to
flee again. So I drew some money out of the bank, and I bought a blue
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