The modern malady : $b or, Sufferers from "nerves"Bennett, Cyril
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The modern malady : $b or, Sufferers from "nerves"
Bennett, Cyril
Neurasthenia
The notion that nervous weakness was a species of illness to which any
one might fall a victim if placed in conditions calculated to produce
it, was entirely beyond the mental range of these good people. And
following the natural law, in proportion to their ignorance was their
conviction of profound wisdom. Mrs. T---- had more and more earned for
herself a wide reputation for “strong-mindedness.” She was popularly
supposed to be “hard,” and judging from my own experience of her
character, I should say that the popular judgment was in that instance
more correct than usual; though why so noble a quality as mental
strength should be associated with defectiveness, with the terrible
process of loss of feeling--a continual lopping of the sensitive
tendrils by means of which the human plant keeps itself in touch with
its environment and draws from it its mental nutriment--I am unable to
imagine. Now, my friends were convinced that the defect of emotional
nature commonly called hardness, and a condition in which emotional
symptoms are often manifested, were things incompatible. They therefore
bestowed ridicule upon me, and considered that they had “fixed that
matter up.” My belief is that the dear ladies would have “fixed up” with
equal alacrity any matter in the whole of this wide universe.
But Dame Nature, always stern in carrying out her threats, slowly but
surely brought Mrs. T----’s downward career to its logical conclusion.
She was compelled to give up work and seek seclusion for a season. Her
friends and acquaintance were surprised, but the tragedy was by no means
astonishing. Ambition, and consequent overwork, began the mischief; the
hardness which was supposed to be her safeguard completed it. Once out
of sympathy with her fellow-creatures, her sorrows were endless. Loving
herself more than them, she tried to act in her own interests in
opposition to theirs. Her fellow-creatures took their revenge. The
perception that is born of sympathy now being blunted, she estimated
their characters wrongly; she confided in the untrustworthy and was
suspicious of the trustworthy. Her blunders were productive of suffering
not only to herself but to others. Blame, friction, and harassing cares
followed, in the midst of which her brain gave way.
There are those who, cursed by the taint of insanity in their families,
pray daily to God to preserve them from this frightful evil, and who,
even while they are praying, turn their backs upon the road that leads
to sanity. That road is the enlarging of the sympathies.
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