East India Company -- Fiction; Historical fiction; India -- History -- 1526-1765 -- Fiction
The waves curled gently against the shore, breaking iridescent over the
staves of a half-buried keg. Before him the sea spread wide and empty.
Only a single sail broke the horizon. His mare pawed impatiently, but
Hawksworth could not bring himself to turn her back toward the road.
Not yet. Only when the sail's white had blended with the sea did he
rein her around and, with one last glance at the empty blue, give her
the spur.
He rode briskly past the nodding palms along the shore, then turned
inland toward Surat, through villages of thatch- roofed houses on low
stilts. Women watched from the wide porches, sewing, nursing infants.
After a time he no longer saw them, no longer urged the mare. His
thoughts were filled with images from the tumultuous evening past.
He had paced the vacant rooms of the palace till the early hours of
morning, his mind in turmoil. Sleep was never a possibility. When the
courtyard at last grew still, he had slipped back into the garden,
wanting its openness, the feel of its order. In the moonlight it lay
deserted, and as he strolled alongside the bubbling fountain, he felt
himself even more lost in this alien place, this alien land. The pilot
Karim had been right. India had already unsettled him more than he
thought he could bear.
In time he found himself wandering once more through the orchard, amid
the wistful calls of night birds. The trees formed a roof of leafy
shadows, cold and joyless as the moon above. Even then, all he could
see was Shirin, poised defiant in the stark torchlight, taunting the
queen. She had offered herself up to almost certain death, for reasons
he scarcely comprehended.
Before he fully realized where he was, he looked up and saw the
observatory. A tiny blinking owl perched atop the staircase, studying
him critically as he approached. Around him the marble instruments
glistened like silver, while ahead stood the stone hut, forlorn now,
more ramshackle than he had ever remembered, more abandoned. He
reflected sadly that it probably would soon be forgotten entirely. Who
would ever come here again?
The door of the hut was sealed tightly and for a time he stood simply
looking at it, trying to recall all that had passed inside. Finally he
reached with a determined hand and pulled it wide.
Shirin stared up from the table in shock, grabbing the lamp as though
to extinguish it. Then she recognized him in the flickering light.
"Why . . . why are you here?"
Before he could answer, she moved in front of the table, masking it
from his view. "You should not have come. If you're seen . . ."
As his own surprise passed, he felt himself suddenly wanting to take
her in his arms. "What does it matter now? You're divorced." The words
filled him with momentary exhilaration, till he remembered the rest.
"You're also in danger, whether I'm seen or not."
"That's my concern."
"What are you planning to do?"
"Leave. But I still have friends."
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