The Monist, Vol. 1, 1890-1891 : $b A quarterly magazineVarious
Philosophy
The Monist, Vol. 1, 1890-1891 : $b A quarterly magazine
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appeared tarnished to me. With a view to brightly polishing
it, I breathed upon it in the usual manner. My pulse ceased
its beating, my heart trembled with delight and dismay.
Delight and dismay! Yes, thus I must describe the emotion
that overpowered me, as, when my breath fell upon the mirror,
I beheld in a bluish mist the lovely face that had looked
upon me with that sorrowful, heart-penetrating glance!—You
laugh?—Denounce me, believe me an incurable dreamer! But say
and think what you will—it is enough—the fair one gazed upon
me from the mirror, and as soon as the breath disappeared her
face vanished in the darkness of the glass.
"But I will not weary you, I will not tell all that came
of this. Only this much will I say, that I again and again
renewed my experiments with the mirror, that I was often
successful in calling forth by my breath the picture I so
loved, but that oftentimes my most strenuous efforts were in
vain.... I lived only in the thought of her; all else was
dead to me; I neglected my friends and my studies.... Often
when that picture grew pale and wan, a physical indisposition
seized me, the figure came forth as never before with such
life-like reality and brilliancy that I almost fancied I
could seize it. And then it seemed to my horror that I myself
was the figure, veiled and encompassed by the mists of the
glass. A sharp pain in my breast and then total apathy
terminated this torturing condition, which invariably left
me exhausted, and shaken to my inmost core. In these moments
every attempt with the mirror miscarried; but when I had
become strengthened, and the picture appeared again from the
mirror in life-like form, I cannot indeed deny that a peculiar
physical charm otherwise foreign to me was united with it...."
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