It arrived. Antonia listened anxiously to the Carriages, as they rolled
along the Street. None of them stopped, and it grew late without
Leonella’s appearing. Still, Antonia resolved to sit up till her Aunt’s
arrival, and in spite of all her remonstrances, Dame Jacintha and Flora
insisted upon doing the same. The hours passed on slow and tediously.
Lorenzo’s departure from Madrid had put a stop to the nightly
Serenades: She hoped in vain to hear the usual sound of Guitars beneath
her window. She took up her own, and struck a few chords: But Music
that evening had lost its charms for her, and She soon replaced the
Instrument in its case. She seated herself at her embroidery frame, but
nothing went right: The silks were missing, the thread snapped every
moment, and the needles were so expert at falling that they seemed to
be animated. At length a flake of wax fell from the Taper which stood
near her upon a favourite wreath of Violets: This compleatly
discomposed her; She threw down her needle, and quitted the frame. It
was decreed that for that night nothing should have the power of
amusing her. She was the prey of Ennui, and employed herself in making
fruitless wishes for the arrival of her Aunt.
As She walked with a listless air up and down the chamber, the Door
caught her eye conducting to that which had been her Mother’s. She
remembered that Elvira’s little Library was arranged there, and thought
that She might possibly find in it some Book to amuse her till Leonella
should arrive. Accordingly She took her Taper from the table, passed
through the little Closet, and entered the adjoining apartment. As She
looked around her, the sight of this room brought to her recollection a
thousand painful ideas. It was the first time of her entering it since
her Mother’s death. The total silence prevailing through the chamber,
the Bed despoiled of its furniture, the cheerless hearth where stood an
extinguished Lamp, and a few dying Plants in the window which, since
Elvira’s loss, had been neglected, inspired Antonia with a melancholy
awe. The gloom of night gave strength to this sensation. She placed her
light upon the Table, and sank into a large chair, in which She had
seen her Mother seated a thousand and a thousand times. She was never
to see her seated there again! Tears unbidden streamed down her cheek,
and She abandoned herself to the sadness which grew deeper with every
moment.
Ashamed of her weakness, She at length rose from her seat: She
proceeded to seek for what had brought her to this melancholy scene.
The small collection of Books was arranged upon several shelves in
order. Antonia examined them without finding any thing likely to
interest her, till She put her hand upon a volume of old Spanish
Ballads. She read a few Stanzas of one of them: They excited her
curiosity. She took down the Book, and seated herself to peruse it with
more ease. She trimmed the Taper, which now drew towards its end, and
then read the following Ballad.
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