“Why these terrors, Antonia?” rejoined the Abbot, folding her in his
arms, and covering her bosom with kisses which She in vain struggled to
avoid: “What fear you from me, from one who adores you? What matters it
where you are? This Sepulchre seems to me Love’s bower; This gloom is
the friendly night of mystery which He spreads over our delights! Such
do I think it, and such must my Antonia. Yes, my sweet Girl! Yes! Your
veins shall glow with fire which circles in mine, and my transports
shall be doubled by your sharing them!”
While He spoke thus, He repeated his embraces, and permitted himself
the most indecent liberties. Even Antonia’s ignorance was not proof
against the freedom of his behaviour. She was sensible of her danger,
forced herself from his arms, and her shroud being her only garment,
She wrapped it closely round her.
“Unhand me, Father!” She cried, her honest indignation tempered by
alarm at her unprotected position; “Why have you brought me to this
place? Its appearance freezes me with horror! Convey me from hence, if
you have the least sense of pity and humanity! Let me return to the
House which I have quitted I know not how; But stay here one moment
longer, I neither will, or ought.”
Though the Monk was somewhat startled by the resolute tone in which
this speech was delivered, it produced upon him no other effect than
surprize. He caught her hand, forced her upon his knee, and gazing upon
her with gloting eyes, He thus replied to her.
“Compose yourself, Antonia. Resistance is unavailing, and I need
disavow my passion for you no longer. You are imagined dead: Society is
for ever lost to you. I possess you here alone; You are absolutely in
my power, and I burn with desires which I must either gratify or die:
But I would owe my happiness to yourself. My lovely Girl! My adorable
Antonia! Let me instruct you in joys to which you are still a Stranger,
and teach you to feel those pleasures in my arms which I must soon
enjoy in yours. Nay, this struggling is childish,” He continued, seeing
her repell his caresses, and endeavour to escape from his grasp; “No
aid is near: Neither heaven or earth shall save you from my embraces.
Yet why reject pleasures so sweet, so rapturous? No one observes us:
Our loves will be a secret to all the world: Love and opportunity
invite your giving loose to your passions. Yield to them, my Antonia!
Yield to them, my lovely Girl! Throw your arms thus fondly round me;
Join your lips thus closely to mine! Amidst all her gifts, has Nature
denied her most precious, the sensibility of Pleasure? Oh! impossible!
Every feature, look, and motion declares you formed to bless, and to be
blessed yourself! Turn not on me those supplicating eyes: Consult your
own charms; They will tell you that I am proof against entreaty. Can I
relinquish these limbs so white, so soft, so delicate; These swelling
breasts, round, full, and elastic! These lips fraught with such
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