The sound of her footsteps rouzed the Monk from his sullen apathy.
Starting from the Tomb against which He reclined, while his eyes
wandered over the images of corruption contained in it, He pursued the
Victim of his brutality, and soon overtook her. He seized her by the
arm, and violently forced her back into the dungeon.
“Whither go you?” He cried in a stern voice; “Return this instant!”
Antonia trembled at the fury of his countenance.
“What, would you more?” She said with timidity: “Is not my ruin
compleated? Am I not undone, undone for ever? Is not your cruelty
contented, or have I yet more to suffer? Let me depart. Let me return
to my home, and weep unrestrained my shame and my affliction!”
“Return to your home?” repeated the Monk, with bitter and contemptuous
mockery; Then suddenly his eyes flaming with passion, “What? That you
may denounce me to the world? That you may proclaim me an Hypocrite, a
Ravisher, a Betrayer, a Monster of cruelty, lust, and ingratitude? No,
no, no! I know well the whole weight of my offences; Well that your
complaints would be too just, and my crimes too notorious! You shall
not from hence to tell Madrid that I am a Villain; that my conscience
is loaded with sins which make me despair of Heaven’s pardon. Wretched
Girl, you must stay here with me! Here amidst these lonely Tombs, these
images of Death, these rotting loathsome corrupted bodies! Here shall
you stay, and witness my sufferings; witness what it is to die in the
horrors of despondency, and breathe the last groan in blasphemy and
curses! And who am I to thank for this? What seduced me into crimes,
whose bare remembrance makes me shudder? Fatal Witch! was it not thy
beauty? Have you not plunged my soul into infamy? Have you not made me
a perjured Hypocrite, a Ravisher, an Assassin! Nay, at this moment,
does not that angel look bid me despair of God’s forgiveness? Oh! when
I stand before his judgment-throne, that look will suffice to damn me!
You will tell my Judge that you were happy, till _I_ saw you; that you
were innocent, till _I_ polluted you! You will come with those tearful
eyes, those cheeks pale and ghastly, those hands lifted in
supplication, as when you sought from me that mercy which I gave not!
Then will my perdition be certain! Then will come your Mother’s Ghost,
and hurl me down into the dwellings of Fiends, and flames, and Furies,
and everlasting torments! And ’tis you, who will accuse me! ’Tis you,
who will cause my eternal anguish! You, wretched Girl! You! You!”
As He thundered out these words, He violently grasped Antonia’s arm,
and spurned the earth with delirious fury.
Supposing his brain to be turned, Antonia sank in terror upon her
knees: She lifted up her hands, and her voice almost died away, ere She
could give it utterance.
“Spare me! Spare me!” She murmured with difficulty.
“Silence!” cried the Friar madly, and dashed her upon the ground——
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