And gracefully she took his arm of her own accord. Now that he was free
from the dirt of the journey, she thought him superior-looking, in
his attire of a clerk in easy circumstances, and with his gentlemanly
bearing, enhanced by a look of independent pride, due to his life
in the open air and the daily habit of facing danger. She had never
noticed so distinctly that he was handsome, with his regular, round
countenance, and his black moustache on a white skin. His fleeting
eyes, those eyes studded with golden sparks, which turned away from
her, alone continued to cause her distrust. If he avoided looking her
straight in the face, was it because he would not bind himself to
anything, because he wished to retain his freedom to act as he pleased,
even against her?
From that moment, in her uncertainty as to his intentions, shuddering
each time she thought of that study in the Rue du Rocher where her
life lay in the balance, she had but one aim--to feel that this man,
who gave her his arm, belonged to her entirely; to obtain, that when
she raised her head, his eyes should look deeply into her own. Then he
would be her property. She did not love him; she did not even think
of such a thing. She was simply doing her utmost to make him her
creature, so that she need fear him no more.
They walked for a few minutes without speaking, amid the continual
stream of passers-by who obstruct this populous quarter. Ever and anon
they were compelled to leave the pavement; they crossed the road among
the vehicles. Then they found themselves at the Square des Batignolles,
which is almost deserted at this time of year. The sky, cleansed by
the deluge of the morning, wore a tint of very soft blue, and the
lilac-bushes were budding in the gentle March sun.
"Shall we go into the garden?" inquired Séverine. "All this crowd makes
me giddy."
Jacques had intended entering the enclosure of his own accord,
unconscious of his desire to have her more to himself, far from the
multitude of people.
"As you like," said he. "Let us go in."
Slowly they continued walking beside the grass, between the leafless
trees. A few women were out with babies in long clothes, and persons
were hurrying across the garden to make a short cut. Jacques and
Séverine took the brook at a stride, and ascended among the rocks.
Then, retracing their steps, not knowing where to go, they passed
through a cluster of pines, whose lasting dark green foliage shone in
the sun. And there, in this solitary corner, stood a bench hidden from
view. They sat down, without even consulting one another this time, as
if they had agreed to come to that spot.
"It is lovely weather," she remarked after a silence.
"Yes," he replied; "the sun has made its appearance again."
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