And from that moment, there being nothing further to trouble the
Roubauds, they passed each day in blissful expectation of the morrow.
The house would end by being sold, they would invest the money, and
everything would go on very well. Besides, they forgot all about
it, living as if they were never going to quit the three rooms they
occupied: the dining-room, with the door opening on the corridor; the
bedroom, fairly large, on the right; the small, stuffy kitchen on the
left.
Even the roofing over the platforms, before their windows, that zinc
slope shutting out the view like the wall of a prison, instead of
exasperating them, as formerly, seemed to bring calm, increasing that
sensation of infinite repose, of recomforting peace, wherein they felt
secure. In any case, the neighbours could not see them, there were
no prying eyes always in front of them peering into their home; and,
spring having set in, they now only complained of the stifling heat, of
the blinding reflex from the zinc, fired by the first rays of the sun.
After that frightful shock, which for two months had caused them to
live in a constant tremble, they enjoyed this reaction of absorbing
insensibility, in perfect bliss. They only desired never to move again,
happy to be simply alive, without trembling and without suffering.
Never had Roubaud been so exact and conscientious. During the week of
day duty, he was on the platform at five in the morning. He did not go
up to breakfast until ten, and came down again an hour later, remaining
there until five in the evening--eleven hours full of work. During the
week of night duty, he had not even the brief rest afforded by a meal
at home, for he supped in his office. He bore this hard servitude with
a sort of satisfaction, seeming to take pleasure in it, entering into
details, wishing to see to everything, to do everything, as if he found
oblivion in fatigue; the return of a well-balanced, normal life.
Séverine, for her part, almost always alone, a widow one week out of
two, and who during the other week, only saw her husband at luncheon
and dinner-time, displayed all the energy of a good housewife. She
had been in the habit of sitting down to embroidery, detesting to
put her hand to household work, which an old woman, called Mother
Simon, came to do, from nine to twelve. But since she had recovered
tranquillity at home, and felt certain of remaining there, she had
been occupied with ideas of cleaning and arranging things; and she now
only seated herself, after rummaging everywhere in the apartment. Both
slept soundly. In their rare conversations at meal-times, as on the
nights which they passed together, they never once alluded to the case,
considering it at an end, and buried.
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