In consequence of a struggle with marauders, he had been supplied with
a revolver, which he carried loaded in his pocket. And he often walked
about in this way, up to daybreak, stopping as soon as he perceived
anything moving in the darkness, resuming his walk with a sort of vague
feeling of regret at not having had to make use of his weapon. He felt
relieved when the sky whitened, and drew the great pale phantom of the
station from darkness. Now that day broke as early as three o'clock
he went in, and, throwing himself into his armchair, slept like a
dormouse, until his alarum brought him, with a start, to his feet.
Séverine met Jacques once a fortnight, on Thursday and Saturday. And,
one night, when she had told him about the revolver, they both felt
considerably alarmed. As a matter of fact, Roubaud never went so far
as the depôt. But this circumstance did not divest their walks of
an aspect of danger, which added to their charm. Moreover, they had
found a delightful nook, behind the cottage of the Sauvagnats, a sort
of alley, between some enormous heaps of coal, which formed the only
street in a strange town of great, square, black-marble palaces. There,
they were completely hidden.
This girl, who had killed, was his ideal. His cure seemed to him more
certain every day, because he had fondled her, his lips upon her lips,
absorbing her very soul, without that furious envy having been aroused,
to master her by slaughtering her.
And so these happy meetings followed one upon another. The two
sweethearts never wearied for a moment of seeking one another, of
strolling together in the obscurity, between the great heaps of coal
that deepened the darkness around them.
One night in July, Jacques, to reach Havre at 11.05, the fixed time, had
to urge on La Lison, as if the stifling heat had made the engine idle.
From Rouen, a storm accompanied him on the left, following the valley
of the Seine, with great brilliant flashes; and, from time to time, he
turned round anxiously, for Séverine was to meet him that night. He
feared that if this storm burst too soon, it would prevent her going
out. And so, when he had succeeded in attaining the station before the
rain, he felt impatient with the passengers, who seemed as if they
would never finish leaving the carriages.
Roubaud was on the platform, glued there for the night.
"The deuce!" said he, laughing. "What a hurry you're in to get off to
bed! Pleasant dreams!"
"Thanks," answered Jacques.
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