A few more minutes passed, and Jacques could not make up his mind to
abandon all hope. In his exasperation against this disgusting rain,
he felt an increasing wild desire to gain, in spite of all, the place
where he and Séverine were to meet; so as at least to have the pleasure
of being there himself, even if he no longer expected to find his
sweetheart. With spasmodic precipitation, he at last dashed through
the rain. He reached their favourite corner, and followed the dark
alley formed by the heaps of coal. And, as the sharp rain whipped his
face and blinded him, he went as far as the tool-house, where he and
Séverine had already once found shelter. He seemed to think he would be
less lonely there.
Jacques was entering the dense obscurity of this retreat when a couple
of slender arms entwined him, and a pair of warm lips rested on his
own. Séverine was there.
"Goodness gracious! is it you?" he exclaimed.
"Yes," she answered; "I saw the storm approaching, and ran here before
the rain came down. What a time you have been!"
"You expected me then?"
"Oh! yes. I waited, waited----"
They had seated themselves on a pile of empty sacks, listening to
the pouring rain beating, with increased violence, on the roof. The
last train from Paris, which was just coming in, passed by, roaring,
whistling, rocking the ground. All at once Jacques rose. On seating
himself a few moments before, he had by chance found the handle of a
hammer beneath his hand, and he was now deluged with intense joy. It
was all over then! He had not grasped that hammer and smashed the skull
of his sweetheart. She was his own, without a battle, without that
instinctive craving to fling her lifeless on her back, like a prey torn
from others.
He no longer thirsted to avenge those very ancient offences, whose
exact details escaped his memory, that rancour stored up from male to
male since the first deceptions in the depths of caverns. No. This
girl had cured him, because he saw she was different from the others,
violent in her weakness, reeking with human gore, which encircled her
in a sort of cuirass of horror. She predominated over him, he, who had
never dared do as she had done.
Séverine was also lost in reflections. Her heart had been pining after
love--absolute, constant love; and it was frightful cruelty that these
recent events should have cast her, haggard and anxious, into such
abominations. Fate had dragged her in mire and blood with such violence
that her beautiful blue eyes, though still naïve, had preserved a look
of terror-stricken expansion beneath her tragic crest of raven hair.
"Oh! my darling, carry me off, keep me with you!" she exclaimed; "your
desires shall be mine."
"No, no, my treasure," replied Jacques, who had again seated himself
beside her, "you are mistress. I am only here to love and obey you."
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