The first quarrel broke out between Séverine and Roubaud one evening.
Without hating him as yet, she had reached the point of enduring him
with difficulty, for she felt that he weighed on her existence. She
would have been so bright, so happy, had he not burdened her with
his presence. She experienced no remorse at deceiving him. Was it
not his own fault? Had he not almost thrust her to the brink of the
precipice? In the slow process of their disunion, to cure themselves
of the uneasiness that upset them, both found consolation after their
own hearts. As he had taken to gambling, she could very well have a
sweetheart.
But what angered her more than anything, what she would not accept
without revolt, was the inconvenience to which they were subjected by
the continual losses of her husband. Since the five-franc pieces of
the family flew to the café on the Cours Napoléon, she at times did
not know how to pay her washerwoman, and was deprived of all sorts of
delicacies and little toilet comforts.
On this particular evening, it was about the purchase of a pair of
boots which she really required, that they began quarrelling. He, on
the point of going out, not finding a knife on the table wherewith to
cut himself a piece of bread, had taken the big knife, the weapon lying
in a drawer of the sideboard. She kept her eyes on him while he refused
the fifteen francs for the boots, not having them, not knowing where to
get them; and she obstinately repeated her demand, forcing him to renew
his refusal, which, little by little, took a tone of exasperation.
All at once she pointed out to him with her finger, the place in the
parquetry where the spectres slumbered, telling him there was money
there, and that she wanted some. He turned very pale, and let go the
knife, which fell into the drawer. At first she thought he was going to
beat her, for he approached her, stammering that the money there might
rot, that he would sooner cut off his hand than touch it again. And
with fists clenched he threatened to knock her down if she dared, in
his absence, to raise the piece of parquetry and steal even a centime.
Never! never! It was dead and buried.
She also had lost her colour, feeling faint at the idea of rummaging in
that place. No; let poverty come, both would die of hunger close by the
treasure. And, in fact, neither of them referred to the subject again,
even on days when more than usually pinched. If they happened to place
a foot on the spot, they felt such a sharp burning pain that they ended
by giving it a wide berth.
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