"The train flew through the tunnel, which is very long. It takes three
minutes to reach the end, as you know. To me it seemed like an hour.
The President had ceased talking, in consequence of the deafening
clatter of clashing iron. And my husband at this last moment must have
lost courage, for he still remained motionless. Only, in the dancing
light of the lamp, I noticed his ears become violet. Was he going to
wait until we were again in the open country? The crime seemed to me so
fatally inevitable, that, henceforth, I had but one desire: to be no
longer subjected to this torture of waiting, to have it all over. Why
on earth did he not kill him, as the thing had to be done? I would have
taken the knife and settled the matter myself, I was so exasperated
with fear and suffering. He looked at me. No doubt he read my thoughts
on my face. For all of a sudden, he fell upon the President, who had
turned to glance through the glass at the door, grasping him by the
shoulders.
"M. Grandmorin, in a scare, instinctively shook himself free, and
stretched out his arm towards the alarm knob just above his head. He
managed to graze it, but was seized again by my husband, and thrown
down on the seat with such violence that he found himself doubled up.
His open mouth uttered frantic yells, in stupefaction and terror, which
were drowned in the uproar of the train; while I heard my husband
distinctly repeating the word: Beast! beast! beast! in a passionate
hiss. But the noise subsided, the train left the tunnel, the pale
country appeared once more with the dark trees filing past. I had
remained stiffened in my corner, pressing against the back of the coupé
as far off as possible.
"How long did the struggle last? Barely a few seconds. And yet it
seemed to me it would never end, that all the passengers were now
listening to the cries, that the trees saw us. My husband, holding
the open knife in his hand, could not strike the blow, being driven
back, staggering on the floor of the carriage, by the kicks of his
victim. He almost fell to his knees; and the train flew on, carrying us
along full speed; while the locomotive whistled as we approached the
level-crossing at La Croix-de-Maufras.
"Without me being able to recall afterwards how the thing occurred,
I know it was then that I threw myself on the legs of the struggling
man. Yes, I let myself fall like a bundle, crushing his two lower limbs
with all my weight, so that he was unable to move them any more. And
if I saw nothing, I felt it all: the shock of the knife in the throat,
the long quivering of the body, and then death, which came with three
hiccups, with a sound like the running-down of a broken clock. Oh!
that quivering fit of agony! I still feel the echo of it in my limbs!"
Jacques, eager for details, wanted to interrupt her with questions. But
she was now in a hurry to finish.
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