Indeed, she loved her well, notwithstanding her shyness of a great,
silent girl, who was for ever breaking away beating about the fields,
as soon as released from duty. Twenty times over during the last crisis
which was to kill her mother, she had come and sat there to implore
her to call in a doctor; for she guessed what Misard was after, and
was in hopes that fear would stop him. But she had never been able to
obtain anything more from the invalid than a furious No. It seemed as
if her mother took pride in accepting no assistance in the struggle,
certain of the victory in spite of everything, as she carried off the
cash; and then Flore ceased to interfere. Beset by her own chagrin, she
disappeared, careering hither and thither to forget.
Assuredly this was what barred her heart. When a person has too keen
a trouble, there is no room for another. Her mother had gone; she saw
her there, destroyed, and so pallid, without being able to feel any
more sad, notwithstanding her efforts. Call in the gendarmes! Denounce
Misard! What would be the use of it, as there was about to be a general
upheaval? And, little by little, invincibly, although her eyes remained
fixed on the dead body, she ceased to perceive it. She returned to her
own inner vision, occupied entirely by the idea that had planted itself
in her brain, alive to nothing but the heavy shock of the trains, whose
passage told her the time.
The approaching thunder of a slow train from Paris could be heard for
an instant or two in the distance. When the locomotive at last flew by
before the window, with its light, there came a flash, a perfect blaze
in the room.
"Eighteen minutes past one," thought Flore. "Seven hours more. This
morning at 8.16 they will come past."
Every week for months she had been worried by this expectation. She
knew that on Friday morning the express driven by Jacques also took
Séverine to Paris, and tortured by jealousy, she only lived, as it
were, to watch them. Oh! that train flying along, and the abominable
sensation she felt at being unable to cling on to the last carriage,
so as to be also borne away! She fancied that all these wheels were
cutting up her heart. She suffered so keenly that one night, having
hidden herself, she prepared to write to the judicial authorities; for
it would be all over if she could get this woman arrested. But, with
the pen in her hand, she could never set the matter down. And, besides,
would the authorities listen to her? All those fine people must be
working together. Perhaps they would even put her in prison, as they
had done with Cabuche.
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