"But at moments," said she, "all my body is in a tremble. Behind me
lurks a constant danger which I do not see, but which I feel very
distinctly. How is it that I am afraid?"
"No, no," he repeated, "there is no cause for alarm. I love you, and
will allow no one to do you any harm. See how nice it is to be as we
are, one in body and soul!"
A delicious silence followed, which was broken by Séverine.
"Ah! my darling," she resumed, in her low, caressing whisper, "if we
could only always be as we are now. You know we would sell this house,
and set out with the money to join your friend in America, who is
still expecting you. I never pass a day without making plans for our
life over there. But you cannot do it I know. If I speak to you on the
subject, it is not to annoy you, it is because it comes from my heart
in spite of myself."
Jacques abruptly took the same decision he had so often taken before:
to kill Roubaud in order that he might not kill her. On this occasion,
as previously, he fancied he possessed the absolutely firm will to do
so.
"I could not before," he murmured in response, "but I might be able to
now. Did I not make you a promise that I would?"
She feebly remonstrated.
"No; do not promise, I implore you," said she. "It makes us sick
afterwards, when you have lost courage. And then it is horrible. It
must not be done. No, no! It must not be done."
"Yes," answered Jacques, "it must, on the contrary as you know. It is
because it is necessary that I shall find strength to do it, I wanted
to speak to you on the subject, and we will talk about it now, as we
are here alone, and so quiet that one could hear a pin drop."
She had already become resigned, and she was sighing, her heart
swelling, beating with violent throbs.
"Oh dear! oh dear!" she murmured. "So long as the thing was not to be,
I wanted it done. But now that it becomes serious I shall not be able
to exist."
This weighty resolution caused another silence. Around them they felt
the desert, the desolation of the savage district. Suddenly she resumed
her low murmur:
"We must have him here. Yes, I could send for him on some pretext;
which, I do not know. We can settle that later on. Then you will be
waiting for him in concealment, do you see? And the thing will go on by
itself, for we are sure not to be disturbed here. That is what we must
do, eh?"
With docility he answered:
"Yes, yes."
But she, lost in reflection, weighed every detail; and little by
little, as the plan developed in her head, she discussed and improved
it.
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