I do not know why Captain Nichols first left England. It was a matter
upon which he was reticent, and with persons of his kind a direct
question is never very discreet. He hinted at undeserved misfortune,
and there is no doubt that he looked upon himself as the victim of
injustice. My fancy played with the various forms of fraud and
violence, and I agreed with him sympathetically when he remarked that
the authorities in the old country were so damned technical. But it was
nice to see that any unpleasantness he had endured in his native land
had not impaired his ardent patriotism. He frequently declared that
England was the finest country in the world, sir, and he felt a lively
superiority over Americans, Colonials, Dagos, Dutchmen, and Kanakas.
But I do not think he was a happy man. He suffered from dyspepsia, and
he might often be seen sucking a tablet of pepsin; in the morning his
appetite was poor; but this affliction alone would hardly have impaired
his spirits. He had a greater cause of discontent with life than this.
Eight years before he had rashly married a wife. There are men whom a
merciful Providence has undoubtedly ordained to a single life, but who
from wilfulness or through circumstances they could not cope with have
flown in the face of its decrees. There is no object more deserving of
pity than the married bachelor. Of such was Captain Nichols. I met his
wife. She was a woman of twenty-eight, I should think, though of a type
whose age is always doubtful; for she cannot have looked different when
she was twenty, and at forty would look no older. She gave me an
impression of extraordinary tightness. Her plain face with its narrow
lips was tight, her skin was stretched tightly over her bones, her
smile was tight, her hair was tight, her clothes were tight, and the
white drill she wore had all the effect of black bombazine. I could not
imagine why Captain Nichols had married her, and having married her why
he had not deserted her. Perhaps he had, often, and his melancholy
arose from the fact that he could never succeed. However far he went
and in howsoever secret a place he hid himself, I felt sure that Mrs.
Nichols, inexorable as fate and remorseless as conscience, would
presently rejoin him. He could as little escape her as the cause can
escape the effect.
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