Strickland reached Tahiti about six months after he left Marseilles. He
worked his passage on a sailing vessel that was making the trip from
Auckland to San Francisco, and he arrived with a box of paints, an
easel, and a dozen canvases. He had a few pounds in his pocket, for he
had found work in Sydney, and he took a small room in a native house
outside the town. I think the moment he reached Tahiti he felt himself
at home. Tiaré told me that he said to her once:
“I’d been scrubbing the deck, and all at once a chap said to me: ‘Why,
there it is.’ And I looked up and I saw the outline of the island. I
knew right away that there was the place I’d been looking for all my
life. Then we came near, and I seemed to recognise it. Sometimes when I
walk about it all seems familiar. I could swear I’ve lived here
before.”
“Sometimes it takes them like that,” said Tiaré. “I’ve known men come
on shore for a few hours while their ship was taking in cargo, and
never go back. And I’ve known men who came here to be in an office for
a year, and they cursed the place, and when they went away they took
their dying oath they’d hang themselves before they came back again,
and in six months you’d see them land once more, and they’d tell you
they couldn’t live anywhere else.”
Chapter L
I have an idea that some men are born out of their due place. Accident
has cast them amid certain surroundings, but they have always a
nostalgia for a home they know not. They are strangers in their
birthplace, and the leafy lanes they have known from childhood or the
populous streets in which they have played, remain but a place of
passage. They may spend their whole lives aliens among their kindred
and remain aloof among the only scenes they have ever known. Perhaps it
is this sense of strangeness that sends men far and wide in the search
for something permanent, to which they may attach themselves. Perhaps
some deep-rooted atavism urges the wanderer back to lands which his
ancestors left in the dim beginnings of history. Sometimes a man hits
upon a place to which he mysteriously feels that he belongs. Here is
the home he sought, and he will settle amid scenes that he has never
seen before, among men he has never known, as though they were familiar
to him from his birth. Here at last he finds rest.
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